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2006/11/30

I WANT TO PLAY THAT SONG AT MY FUNERAL

 
 
   TO TELL THE BOYS ILL WAIT FOR THEM AND I WONT GO IN WITH OUT
 
   ALL FOUR OF THEM.
 
 
                  ILL WAIT FOR YOU  / JOE NICHOLS
 
   
     I HEARD IT IN THE CAR TODAY AND I DONT  KNOW WHICH IS SWEETER AND SADDER 
 
  THE SONG OR THE MUSIC VIDEO.
 
 
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Talking about CMT.com : Joe Nichols : Videos

 

 

     EVERY ONE IN THE WORLD HAS TO HEAR THIS NEW SONG

  YOU CANT HEAR IT WITHOUT CRYING LIKE  A BABY . IF YOU DO

YOU HAVE NO HEART . IT IS SO PRETTY AND SAD AND THE MUSIC

IS GOOD.     ILL WAIT FOR YOU / JOE NICHOLS

                      http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/nichols_joe/videos.jhtml 

 

   NOW I GOT TO WATCH THE VIDEO FOR THE FIRST TIME AND

CRY AGAIN. 

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CMT.com : Joe Nichols : Videos

 

 

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AND HERE IS A NEW SONG I REALLY LOVE

 
 
 
   THE NEW  SONG IS  THIS
                                               and i LOVE this new song .........
 
 
              (SWEETHEART )    ILL WAIT FOR YOU / JOE NICHOLS
                  http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/nichols_joe/videos.jhtml  
 
 
 
   It will go well with this song,
 
             GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART / DAVID KERSH
 
            WONDERFUL TONIGHT / ERIC CLAPTON
 
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THE END OF TIME

 
 
        ONE THING I FORGOT TO REMEMBER
 
  IS IN THE BIBLE IT SAYS, THAT WHEN YOU
 
HEAR PEACE PEACE, THEN THE END IS NEAR.
 
  AND EVEN THE VERY ELECT CAN BE DECIEVED.
 
SO   WITH ALL THE PEACE TALKS  AND
  THE THREATS OF WARS AND NUCLEAR WARS
 
  AND THE PEACE TALKS  AND NEW LEADERS,
 
 DONT FORGET 
 
 THE BOOK OF REVELATION 
 
 
 READ IT BUT DONT ADD OR TAKE AWAY FROM IT
 
 
  AND BE AWARE OF A WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING
 
  WHO WILL BE THE ANTI CHRIST AND DECIEVE MANY.
 
              WE CANT FORGET TO REMEMBER THAT
 
IN THE END OF DAYS
 
  WHEN WE FACE  ARMEGEDON.
 
  WE WILL HAVE WORLD PEACE AND A ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT
 
AND ARMEGEDON.
 
               I JUST HAD TO ADD THAT CAUSE
 
    GOD SAID IT. SO EVERYONE STAY ALERT
 
  AND  CLEAR MINDED AND BE PREPARED.
 
 
 
          LISTEN TO CHARLES STANLEY HE WONT
LEAD YOU WRONG.  HE IS A GOOD MAN.
 
                  WWW.INTOUCH.ORG   
 
 
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Talking about Do You Hear What I Hear Lyrics

 

Quote     ANOTHER GREAT CHRISTMAS SONG FOR

THE WINDTALKER SPACE  , WINDTALKERS DO YOU HEAR

WHAT I HEAR ?

Do You Hear What I Hear Lyrics

 

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IM SO TIRED

 
 
     Why did i have to end up in life with no one ? Everyone has someone to take
care of them but me. 
 
 
    now im just a lost orphan in the big cold cruel world.
 
 
          Ill just dream up an imaginary secret admirer . Obviously one that has never read
          my blogs and dont know my pathetic excuse for a life.
 
 well  these are a couple of my favorite Christmas songs  over the years
 
 
 
             ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU /
                     Vince Vance and the Valiants
 
         WHOS YOUR DADDY / TOBY KEITH
 
 
      CHRISTMAS CAROL ( I dont know who my daddy is  )  /
             DOUG STONE
 
 
              CINDERLLA  /  SUZY BOGGUSS
 
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OK IM HOME SAFE

 

 I just wonder what all yall would really do if i leave for work to clean up and dont return.

Would you first call the jails to see if I am there for a false arrest ? Then what would you do ?

Tell everyone you can think of ? And call me a lawyer ? And then what would you do ?

Would you get all together on the convoy and raise hell till you get me out ?

 It would be so funny if it was one thing that got me world wide attention to what they

have done to us and got by with.  Everyone one in the world would know and they would not

have jobs ever again in the Justice system. I would thousands of people  raising hell just for me.

Having big  riots and picket signs and people from the USA and The Middle East over here

and be sure to wear your camos  for special effects.

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I GOT TO GO CLEAN UP EVERYONE


 

 

  PLEASE BE SURE I MAKE IT BACK SAFE. IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.

 DONT EVER FORGET .   CALL ALL THE NEWS PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND GET ME A LAWYER FAST.

 CALL THE GOVERNER OF S.C. AS WELL AND TELL HIM ABOUT ME AND MY BLOGS AND WHAT I TOLD YOU

AND IF THAT DONT WORK YOU CALL ALL THE CONGRESSMAN AND HOUSE OF REPS AND WHAT EVER IT TAKES.

CAUSE AS USUAL I HAVE NOT DONE ONE THING WRONG  AND  I KNOW THEY WILL PUT ME IN JAIL AND MAKE UP

SHIT. YOU KNOW HOW THEY DO.   THEY ARE JUST PROBABLY WAITING FOR ME TO DROP MY GUARD.

 CAUSE THEY KNOW IM GONNA GET THEM BACK BEFORE I DIE FOR WHAT THEY DID TO ME.  YOU TELL THIS WHOLE

WORLD  WHAT I TOLD YOU

IN ALL MY BLOGS AND YOU GET ME OUT. ALSO MAKE SURE   YOU CALL THE GREENWOOD PROSECUTOR AND

STEVE WELCH AND  MAKE THEM LET ME GO TO THE HOSPITAL WHERE I WILL NEED TO BE IF THEY

PUT ME IN JAIL BUT THEY WONT LET ME IF THEY SEE ME SICK AS A DOG THEY WILL PUT ME IN LOCKDOWN

AND WONT LET ME USE THE PHONE AND TELL ME  IF YOU PRESS THAT BUTTON YOU GOT ANOTHER WEEK FOR EVERY

TIME YOU PUSH IT. THEY WONT GIVE ME NOTHING IN THERE AND ILL RUN OUT OF TOILET PAPER THEY DO NOT CARE.

THEY GRIN ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME. I HATE THIER GUTS.

 .  IM LATE FOR WORK I HAD TO SLEEP TILL MY STOMACH STOPPED HURTING.

           MY MARINE SAYS   PAIN IS JUST  WEAKNESS LEAVING THE BODY SO I WILL KEEP HURTING.TILL IT

DONT HURT ANYMORE.

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2006/11/29

YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE THAT GIRL SAID

 
 
    SHE SAID  HATEFUL,
" YOU JUST GO AND TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR CREDIT !  " AND YOU SEE HOW THIS IS RUINING YOUR CREDIT SCORE AND
 
THEN YOU WILL WANT TO PAY IT CAUSE IF  YOU START PAYING PMTS WE WILL TAKE IT OFF "
 
 
 
  BUT I COULD NOT TELL THE HATEFUL BITCH THAT ALL IT SHOWS IS 450 DOLLARS  I OWE AND IT WAS ON THERE BUT
 IT WAS TAKEN OFF     AND I  THOUGHT
 
THE INCOME TAX HAD PAID IT .  CAUES IT SHOWS MY BALENCE DUE  IS LOW.
 
 
 
AFTER I FOUND THE HARDSHIP FORM I WONDERED IF THEY FIGURED OUT I WAS TOO SICK AND NOT WORKING
AND JUST FILED THAT FOR ME.
 
   PREMIRE CREDIT JUST GOT THIS IN JULY   OF  2006  SO  WHY ARE THEY JUST NOW GETTING IT ?
DO THEY PASS IT AROUND AND SELL IT TO ONE  CREDIT PLACE TO ANOTHER ?
 
     THE CREDIT COMPANIES  BUY THE LOANS    SO THEY CAN HARRASS THE HELL OUT OF PEOPLE
THAT HAVE NO MONEY , THEN THEY GET THIER MONEY FIRST
 
KNOWING ALL THE TIME THAT YOU CAN JUST    FILE A HARDSHIP FORM AND NOT HAVE TO EVEN PAY IT BACK
 
 
 
 
 IF I GET THE   FORM FILLED OUT I CAN BE REINSTATED OR SOMETHING.
ANYWAY I COULD GO TO SCHOOL IF THEY ACCEPT THAT FORM.
I WAS JUST GOING TO TAKE A COUPLE OF ONLINE COURSES  TO START WITH.
 
  IF I DONT ILL NEVER MAKE IT IN LIFE ON WAITRESS PAY THAT IS FOR SURE.
 
NO WAY.   DO YOU KNOW WHAT RENT COSTS AND  FORGET BUYING A HOUSE AND LAND.
IT IS NOT POSSIBLE FOR A SINGLE WOMAN   TO BE A WAITRESS AND
  MAKE IT ON HER OWN.    NOT WITH HOUSE PMT AND LIGHTS AND CAR INS AND FOOD.
 
  HOW ?  
 
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Well Ill change my mind and not even go to school

 
  it is hard enough to enroll and now i got to go through all of this  red tape.
 
 
  but i am going to take care of this   loan thing. ill get a copy of my check and what
ever it was   that i signed in one check is what i owe but
 
im filing that hardship thing to pay the state loan and im not paying premire credit .
 
  if i cant pay what i owe  why the hell woud the sell it to a credit collection and think i can
pay   a thousand more dollars ?   i might owe  2900 but im not paying 4000.
 
.and i do have hardship   so they should have told me when they called harrassing the hell out
of me  7 times a day for so long.  i said if yall will take   10 a week   i will pay that but who ever
had it  at that time said no i cant and didnt tell me about any   deferment.
 
.  what a mess no wonder i shut down so much. it is too much on me when
i have all that other stuff to remember in my life. 
 
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heights of revenge

 
   SOMEONE SENT ME SOME FUNNY JOKES IN THE EMAIL.  I TRIED TO FORWARD THE
EMAIL TAKING THE NAMES OFF BUT  THIS SPACE HAS NO WAY TO DOWNLOAD THEM I
DONT THINK OR MAYBE IT WOULD WORK
 
BUT HERE ARE THE PHOTOS HE SENT ME.
 
  I JUST LOVE TO LAUGH.
 
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I PROBABLY WONT DIE YET

 
 
  I NEVER DO.  I FELT CLOSE TO DEATH PLENTY OF TIMES I GOT A STRONG FIGHTING SPIRIT.
 
  AND IF I DID GOD KNOWS I WOULD BE UP IN HEAVEN CRYING AND STILL
FUSSING ABOUT ABBEVILLE SO HE WOULD PROBABLY JUST AS SOON I STAY DOWN
HERE SO I WONT BUG HIM  UNTIL HE MAKES THEM PAY FOR IT.
 
  ILL PROBABLY  LIVE AND FEEL BETTER BUT THAT IS JUST IN CASE.
 
 SOMEONE HAS TO BURY ME. AND SOMEONE HAS TO TELL THE AMBULANCE DO NOT
TAKE ME TO ABBEVILLE  AND DONT LET  ABBEVILLE HAVE A DAM THING
TO DO WITH ME.
 
 BUT IF YOU CANT GET ME A  TOMB ABOVE GROUND JUST AT LEAST TRY TO
 
  FIND SOMEWHERE  THEY BOYS WILL HAVE ROOM BESIDE ME AT LEAST.
   DONT PUT ME SEPARATE FROM THEM.
 
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Talking about Fever in Acute Stroke Worsens Prognosis : A Prospective Study -- Azzimondi et al. 26 (11): 2040 -- S

 

Quote   OH THIS IS JUST GREAT , ILL PROBABLY JUST DIE NOW . AND THEY WILL

Fever in Acute Stroke Worsens Prognosis : A Prospective Study -- Azzimondi et al. 26 (11): 2040 -- S

 TAKE ME TO THAT DAM ABBEVILLE HOSPITAL.   YOU BETTER CHECK YOUR MEDICAL RECORDS

REGULARLY AT THOSE HOSPITALS, ABBEVILLE  PUT ANOTHER GIRLS RECORDS IN MY

FILE  WITH THE SAME NAME.  ONLY SHE WAS BLACK AND HAD A WRECK . AND

IF YOU GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM DONT THINK THEY DONT TELL WHO WENT

AND WHAT YOU WENT FOR.  YOURE MEDICAL RECORDS AND WHAT YOU GO TO

SEE THE DOCTOR FOR MAY NOT BE PRIVATE . I DONT LIKE THAT HOSPITAL.

IF I AM GOING TO DIE I DONT LIKE GREENWOOD ICU . IF I GO INTO A COMA

 

YOU GET ME A SPECIAL NURSE CAUSE I SIT THERE AND WATCHED THEM NEGELECT MY

CHILD IN ICU.  THEY DID NOT SWAB HIS MOUTH AND HE COULD NOT EVEN SWALLOW

AND HE HAD A BRAIN INJURY FROM A WRECK AND THE NURSE KEPT GIVING ANDY

MORPHINE CAUSE SHE SAID HE WAS SO BIG AND SHE WAS SCARED OF HIM AND

HE KEPT BREAKING THE BANDS AND WAKING UP SO SHE KNOCKED HIM BACK OUT

WITH MORPHONE AND THE BRAIN SURGEION HAD A FIT.

 

WELL I HAVE  SHARP PAINS IN MY HEAD ALL THE TIME  FOR A LONG LONG TIME NOW.

PROBABLY AS MANY TIMES AS TIM BEAT ME IN THE HEAD . BUT IN MY LEFT TEMPLE IT

FEELS LIKE A BUTCHER KNIFE IS IN IT FOR A MINUTE  AND NOW IT HURTS IN MY LEFT

TEMPLE AND MY RIGHT ARM IS KILLING ME. BUT ITS ALL FROM STRESS CASUE

MY CHEST HURTS AND IS HEAVY  FROM ALL THIS WORRY AND THEN  NOT BEING ACTIVE.

BUT IM TOO TIRED TO BE ACTIVE. WORRY MAKES YOU TOO TIRED AND YOU WANT TO

SLEEP TO BLOCK IT OUT.  ALL THOSE PAST YEARS HAVE SLOWLY TOOK ITS TOLL ON

MY BODY AND MIND.

WHEN I DIE IT WAS ABBEVILLE S.C. AND THIER LEGAL SYSTEM THAT KILLED ME.

 

I PROMISE YOU THAT . THEM AND TIM. SO IT WAS MURDER.

THAT IS WHAT I SAY  DELIBERATE MURDER . BY SLOW TORTURE OVER AND OVER.

.BUT ANYWAY ,   IF I EVER DO HAVE A STROKE OR HEART ATTACK

YOU  PUT A CAMERA IN THERE WHERE IM AT AND MONITOR THOSE BITCHES.

IT IS TOO LATE FOR THE DOCTOR TO RAISE HELL AFTER THEY DO IT .

THEN COVER IT UP .   AND I WANT SOMEONE TO SIT IN ICU WITH ME . IF MY KIDS WANT IN THERE

YOU LET THEM IN.  I HAD TO RAISE HELL TO STAY IN WITH ANDY  BUT I DID. 

I TOLD ON THAT NURSE TOO AND I DID TELL KAREN CREECH BUT THAT DAM BITCH DONT CARE

SHE IS A SORRY ASS DAM LAWYER IF YOU ASK ME.

NOW IF I DIE.  I NEED  FIVE  TOMBS ON TOP OF THE GROUND . DO NOT BURY ME

UNDER THE GROUND I CANT BREATHE.   OK WELL I CANT BREATHE ANYWAY IF IM DEAD

BUT MY SPIRIT  WILL BE ALIVE AND I WILL  LAY THERE SUFFERING   .

 

SOMEONE GET ME 5 IN GREENWOOD DONT PUT ME IN ABBEVILLE BUT DONT LEAVE ME

THERE WITHOUT THE BOYS ONE BESIDE ME CAUSE I DONT WANT THEM TO BE BURIED SEPARATE FROM ME.

AND  SOMEONE SUE ABBEVILLE  FOR ME  TOO CASUE I TOLD YOU THEY ARE GOING TO PAY FOR THIS.

SUE THEM FOR THE KIDS.   YOU CAN JUST TAKE FACTS   IT IS EASY  TO JUST SEE

THE FACTS.  DONT WORRY ABOUT LIES THAT IS TYPICAL FOR A DEFENSE.

DONT BELIEVE ANY OF THAT SHIT THEY PLANT. YOU JUST LOOK AT THE FACT I MOVED.

I DID NOT DO ONE DAM THING. I HAD CUSTODY TIMS PARENTAL RIGHTS WERE TERMINATED

AND HE HAD NO RIGHT TO BOTHER ME.  I HAD SEVERAL RESTRAINING ORDERS ON HIM.

HE IS A LIAR FROM HELL AND STILL DECIVES PEOPLE TODAY. HE HAS NOT CHANGED ONE DAM BIT.

HE HAS ALWAYS FAKED PEOPLE OFF.  

AND BE SURE NO ONE GETS ANY OF MY STUFF. I GOT A HANDWRITTEN WILL IN MY POCKET BOOK.

GIVE EVERYTHING I HAVE WHICH IS NOTHING  BUT A CAR AND A TRUCK AND A OLD WINEBEGO

AND MY STORAGE.  GIVE IT ALL TO THE BOYS.  AND MAKE SURE  WHEN DADDY DIES.

THEY GET THIER FIVE ACRES OF LAND DADDY GAVE US AND OUR SEPTIC TANK AND WATER PIPE

AND CABIN ALL THAT WAS BOUGHT WITH THIER CHILD SUPPORT MONEY.  WHEN I GOT

THAT 7 THOUSAND TIM WAS BEHIND I BOUGHT THEM A HOME TO LIVE IN

AND DADDY GAVE US THAT LAND NOW KERRY STOLE IT BUT SHE HAS  ALL THE OTHER LAND AND

THE HOUSE AND THE TRAILOR SHE IS JUST TOO DAM GREEDY.

 BUT IT IS THE BOYS.  AND  WE PUT A BUILDING ON THAT LAND SO IT IS OURS.

TITLE OR NOT TO THE LAND IT IS STILL OURS DADDY PROMISED IT TO ME THAT HE WOULD

WILL IT TO ME. FOR ME AND THE BOYS BUT HE TOO AFRAID OF KERRY RAISING HELL

AND  TOMMY HITE KNOWS DADDY GAVE US THAT BACK IN 90.

BUT DONT LET HIM GET IN MY BUSINESS FOR NOTHING ELSE I HATE HIM TOO.

HE KNEW WHAT ALL ABBEVILLE WAS DOING AND DID AND DID NOT EVEN FUCKING HELP ME.

.AND HE KNOWS THAT TIMS RIGHTS WERE TERMINATED IN JULY OF 88 TOO.

CAUSE I TOLD HIM BUT THAT ORDER IS NOT IN MY FILE.

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I THINK I GOT A FEVER

 
 
   YOU DONT HAVE A FEVER A WITH A STROKE DO YOU ?  MY EYES AND FACE
FEELS  WARM AND I NEVER GET SICK.  I NEED A THERMOMETOR.
 
  I DONT FEEL TOO GOOD.
 ILL BE BACK LATER.
 
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I DO LOVE THAT IMUS SHOW

 
 
   I NEED TO WAKE EVERY MORNING AND WATCH IT.
 
 
  DID EVERYONE BUY ALL OF THIER   SNACK PACKAGES AND  CLEANING SUPPLIES YET.
 
 THEY HAVE A SPECIAL YOU KNOW  GO THERE AND LOOK .
 
 
       IMUS RANCH FOODS      AT      WWW.IMUSRANCHFOODS.COM    BUY THE GIANT IMUS RANCH SAMPLER
  
   IT IS A GREAT DEAL WITH GREAT STUFF IN IT AND    MOSTLY , ALL THE MONEY YOU PAY FOR IT 
 
AFTER TAXES GOES TO THE IMUS RANCH FOR     KIDS WITH CANCER.
 
                      THIS IS NOT ONLY FOR YOU 
 
                       BUT IT IS FOR                  YOU TO GIVE TO   KIDS WITH CANCER   FOR
 
                       CHRISTMAS  .    IF YOU ARE GOING TO BUY FOOD ANYWAY  JUST BUY IT HERE SO
 
                       THE MONEY WILL HELP   TAKE CARE OF THEM.  WHY NOT ?
 
 
                       REMEMBER  ,                             IMUS RANCH FOODS.  THEY GOT  THE BEST  CLEANER AND IT IS
 
                                     SAFE AND NATURAL NO CHEMICALS .
                                      AND IF YOU LOVE   CHIPS AND SALSA IT IS GREAT .
 
 
                            www.imusranchfoods.com  
 
 
 
 
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IMUS looks nice this morning

 
 He has on a black cowboy hat and black coat . Looks suede from here.
 
  I miss all my nice clothes. I do still have some in storage
but Ill have to diet to get back in them . I do need some new ones
though. I love to dress like  haily on prince of belair. I like her. she is
funny. so is all of them that show. well let me check and see what
 
is on bonanza. I hope to hell it isnt about that big retarded boy again.
im sick of watching them play that a thousand times.
i want to know who picks all the shows that come on.
is it grainger ?  who is it  ?
 
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IM AWAKE

 
 
     I had to get up cause of my head and arm again. they fall asleep when i
sleep. and now it wont stop hurting. I could be having a stroke . I take baby
asprins. but my arm hurts bad this morning andmy head.
I guess if i really dont want to die yet i better go to the doctor.
 
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2006/11/28

ENJOY THE RIDE

 

Quote                 THIS WONT LAST LONG.

                           HOW LONG GONE ARE YOU GONNA BE / BROOKS AND DUNN

                              http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/brooks_dunn/videos.jhtml   

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                                   BEFORE YOU KILL US ALL / RANDY TRAVIS

                                  http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/travis_randy/videos.jhtml

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                                   KING OF THE ROAD  / RANDY TRAVIS

                                     http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/travis_randy/videos.jhtml 

 

                                  THIS IS ME / RANDY TRAVIS

                                  http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/travis_randy/videos.jhtml 

 

                                   THE BOX / RANDY TRAVIS  http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/travis_randy/videos.jhtml

 

 

                       

                             IM PRACTICING A POSITIVE MOOD.

                              IM SO DEPRESSED I DEPRESS MY OWN SELF, THE SADDER I GET THE SADDER I GET.

                               IF I HAD GOLD FISH  ID WAKE UP WITH THEM

                               BELLY UP IN THE TANK , THEY WOULD ALL DIE OF A BROKEN HEART

                                EVEN FLYS AND SPIDERS WONT COME AROUND ME.

                                  I ONCE HAD A VASE OF FRESH FLOWERS, I PUT THEM

IN THE ROOM TO CHEER MYSELF UP,  , THEY DIED OVERNIGHT.

                                    EVEN DOGS LOOK AT ME WITH TEARS IN THEIR EYES.

 

             LINK TO MY OTHER WEBSITE ..........................                         

COCKTAIL TALK

http://cocktailtalk.spaces.live.com      I just got inspired today when i applied on line to several places and

  one called me in 30 minutes.  but  the excitement only lasted until i took a look in the mirror

at what ive become .    my hair is a mess.  my eyes look weak.   ive put on weight.

 and my legs hurt from my broke ankles and my feet swell.  im a mess i dont even know if i can fix myself

 fast enough. but it could be done if i had  a helper but i dont.  i dont have no trainor or no

money for special effect.  like  some nice clothes and   my hair and nails done and i need a doctor and

a psychiatrist and a lawyer and a hospital and a spa

 

                                SHE LET HERSELF GO / GEORGE STRAIT

 

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