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12/31/2007 TALKING AINT WORKIN ANYMORE IM TIRED OF TALKING. AND I DONT NEED NO ONE TO TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME . HELL THAT IS OBVIOUS . I KNOW
WHAT IS WRONG. AND IVE ALREADY CUSSED OUT EVERYONE I KNOW.
AND ILL DO IT AGAIN. IM A FIGHTER. BUT IM READY TO GET IN THE RING. I BEEN GETTING STRONGER
AND BUILDING MY MUSCLES UP AND NOW IM READY FOR A KNOCK DOWN DRAG OUT .
AND ILL BE DOING THE DRAGGING. I WANT TO SEE SOME RESULTS AND ACTION.
I JUST NEED TO NUMB THE PAIN A LITTLE BIT. HELL IF YOU WAS HIT BY A DAM TRAIN AND THEN RUN OVER BY A MACK TRUCK
YOU WOULD HURT TO.
.. OK YOUR SCRIPTURE FOR TODAY IS.... ISAIAH 16 AND 17 BEGINNING WITH 16: 13 AND STARTING BACK
AT 16 AND I GUESS THE CHAPTERS BEFORE AND AFTER ARE INCLUDED IN THAT.
I GLANCED OVER IT BUT I DONT STUDY THE BILBE LIKE I SHOULD. IF IT HAS
ANYTHING TO DO WITH ARMAGEDDON IT IS RELAVANT TO US NOW BUT
IF NOT IT WILL JUST BE SOME HIDDEN CODES I GUESS YOU NEED TO READ OR
READ THE TORAH AND BIBLE CODES I DONT KNOW.
I ONCE STARTED TO STUDY THE BIBLE ACTAULLY WHEN TIMS MAMA DIED SHE
HAD GIVEN ME A BIBLE COMMENTARY FIRST TO BORROW AND I KEPT IT SO LONG
AND STUDIED AND TOOK NOTES BUT I FELT LIKE I SHOULD GIVE IT BACK AND NOT
KEEP IT TOO LONG. SHE SAID NO YOU KEEP IT. YOU CAN HAVE IT BUT I SAID OH
NO THAT IS OK I JUST WANTED TO BORROW IT BUT I WISH I HAD KEPT IT CAUSE
SITTING AT THE TABLE THAT DAY, JEAN SAID TO ME WANDA I KNOW I DONT
GO TO CHURCH LIKE I SHOULD AND IM NOT PERFECT BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART
THAT IF I DIE I WILL BE WITH GOD AND IN HEAVEN. SHE SAID SHE LOVED ALL HER KIDS
AND ALL THAT STUFF. AND A FEW DAYS OR A SHORT TIME SOON AFTER SHE DIED AND
AT TAHT TIME I WAS FASTING AND ALL THAT AND IM GLAD SITTING THERE TALKING ABOUT
HER BIBLE IT GAVE HER A CHANCE TO MEDITATE ON GOD FOR A WHILE AND
TOUCH HEARTS WITH GOD BEFORE SHE DIED. SHE MUST HAVE KNOWN OR HAD
A SENSE. HER DAUGHTER SAID I COULD HAVE THAT BIBLE COMMENTARY CAUSE SHE
REALLY GAVE IT TO ME BUT WHEN THEY DIVIDED THE STUFF THAT OLD VICKY
WOMAN THAT CALLED HER SELF A FREIND TOOK A LOAD OF STUFF TO OUR HOUSE
AND WE WONDERED WHERE SHE WAS, WELL SHE STOLE THAT BIBLE AND I NEVER GOT IT.
AND I NEVER BOUGHT ONE SO I JUST NEVER DUG INTO THE BIBLE LIKE I WAS DOING AT THAT
TIME. NOT THAT IT IS HER FAULT CAUSE SHE STOLE THAT BIBLE FROM ME BUT LITTLE THINGS MEAN A LOT.
JUST LIKE THAT CONVERSATION I HAD WITH JEAN , SHE KNEW I WAS FASTING AND PRAYING AND STUDYING
THE BIBLE AND BECAUSE I CHOSE TO RETURN HER BOOK AT THAT TIME IT BROUGHT UP THAT CONVERSATION
AND SHE LAID HER HEART OUT AND MADE CONTACT WITH GOD BEFORE SHE DIED . SO
YOU KNOW IF I FEEL LIKE TELLING THE WORLD TO READ THIS CAUSE IT IS WHAT
GOD GAVE ME FOR TODAY AND I OPENED THE BIBLE HERE IN MEDITATION.
WELL IT SURE AINT GONNA HURT NOTHING. I DONT KNOW WHAT ALL IT MEANS I DONT EVEN
KONW WHERE MOAB IS BUT IM GETTING INTERESTED AGAIN
I WISH I HAD A BIG MAP OF THE OLD ANCIENT NAMES OF THE HOLY LANDS AND A NEW ONE
TO COMPARE IT TO AND SOME STUDY BOOKS. I GOT BIBLES.
I HAD SOME VERY OLD ONES OVER 150 YEARS OLD MY DADDY GAVE ME AND I LOST THEM IN
THAT STORAGE BUILDING IN ABBEVILLE THATTIME. ALONG WITH MY LIFE LINERS BIBLE
I GOT WHEN I WAS A BABY AT PENTECOSTAL CHURCH AND MY SILVER BIBLE AND MY BIBLE FROM
THE CHURCH OF GOD AND I HOPE I STILL HAVE MY BIBLE STORY BOOK IM NOT SURE.
EVEN MY PHOTOS HAVE BEEN STOLEN. I GOT A LOT LEFT BUT I HAD
SO MANY. I WAS AT MY COUSINS OTHER DAY AND SHE SHOWED ME PHOTOS MAMA GAVE HER
AND I SAID, I TOOK THOSE PHOTOS THOSE ARE MINE OF YOU AND YOUR MAMA AND ALL THOSE
BUT I SAID YOU CAN KEEP THEM BUT NOW I KNOW SHE STOLE MY PICTURES AND NO TELLING
WHAT ALL ELSE. I DONT MUCH OF NOTHING LEFT. I TOLD YOU I BELONG HERE
IN THIS PLACE IN THIS TOWN AROUND THESE PEOPLE I DONT LIKE THEM.
.OK WELL I GOT TO GO. FIND SOMETHING TO DO.
YALL READ IT. OR NOT I DONT CARE. BUT THERE IT IS FOR YOU. WHAT EVER IT MEANS.
ONE DAY ILL GET ME A ROOM OR CABIN AND ORGANIZE EVERYTHING AND GET OUT WHAT IS LEFT
OF MY STUFF AND GET ME A LITTLE OFFICE SPACE AND STUDY. BUT FOR NOW ILL JUST
DO WHAT I DO. GET BITS AND PEICES. I NEED TO STUDY BUT ILL JUST ASK GOD FOR WHAT I NEED TO KNOW BUT IF I DO STUDY
I WILL STUDY THE ORIGINAL TORAH AND ALL OF THE BOOKS AND MANUSCRIPTS THEY
HAVE ALL FOUND NOT JUST WAHT KING JAMES TOLD US WE CAN READ.
I WILL MAKE UP MY OWN MINDS AND INTERPRET IT HOW I WANT TO
ALL I WANT IS THE ORIGINAL TRANSLATIONS AND ILL INTERPRET IT MYSELF. NOT WHAT SOMEONE DID
YEARS AGO OR NOT JUST A LIMITED FEW BOOKS I WANT ALL THE BOOKS AND
EVERYTHING THEY FOUND. I NEED A HOLY LIBRARY. TAHT IS WHAT I NEED AND MORE OLD OLD BOOKS.
. ILL BE BACK I GOT TO GO TAKE A SHOWER AND FIND SOMETHING TO EAT AND WATCH A LITTLE TV.
. LET ME THINK OF WHAT TO TALK ABOUT TODAY I WOKE UP ABOUT AN HOUR AGO , IM HAVING SOME COFFEE.
I PUT A MESSAGE LINK ON MY SPACE. YOU CAN NOW LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE
AND I CAN CHECK IT EITHER IN MY EMAIL BOX OR ON MY MESSAGE BOX . NO ONE CAN READ IT BUT ME
IF YOU USE THAT LINK. IT DOES NOT SHOW ON MY SPACE CAUSE I GET MESSAGES ALL THE TIME. IT WAS ON THE TOOLS
MENU BUT NOW I GOT A LINK ON THE SPACE . TO MY ENEMIES SATAN BITE THE DUST / CARMAN
ABOUT EAGLES AND CROWS....Talking about Joel Osteen Ministries: Joel Osteen Ministries
Quote YOU GOT TO HEAR THAT MESSAGE NUMBER #337 ON JOEL OSTEEN ,YOU CAN ORDER IT IF YOU ]DID NOT SEE IT ON TV, "HOW TO NOT LET THOSE CRITICAL VOICES STEAL YOUR DREAMS"
12/30/2007 ME AND ABBEVILLE SC. TALKING ABOUT WALKING TALL.........ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY - KID ROCK videos ... WALKING TALL / MGM MOVIE
walk tall
only GOD knows why / KID ROCK military.com
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A MESSAGE TO ATTORNEY. IF YOU ARE AN ATTORNEY PLEASE READ THIS I NEED HELP
Quote I LEFT A NOTE FOR YOU ON MY SPACE. AND I WANT YOU TO READ THE BLOGS, DEC 30, 2007 AND THEN READ DEC 16 -- 30, 2007
I AM LOOING FOR AN ATTORNEY THAT HAS NO CONFILCT OF INTEREST WITH ABBEVILLE SC. I HAVE SEVERAL CASES.
THE TIME LIMIT IS NOT AN ISSUE IN THESE PARTICULAR CASES AND I HAVE ALL MY EVIDENCE AND WITNESSES.
IF YOU ARE NOT AN ATTORNEY BUT KNOW OF ONE. PLEASE SEND HIM TO THIS SPACE. AND DONT ASS U ME
/ ASSUME TOO MUCH. I HAVE THE ATTENTION OF THE WHOLE WORLD AND IT IS BECAUSE OF MY WINDTALKER MEISTER SPACE
I AM INTENDING TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD WHAT THEY DID TO ME IN ABBEVILLE SC AND TRIED TO COVER IT UP AND
BEAT ME DOWN SO I COULD NOT FUNCTION OR HAVE A LIFE SO I COULD NOT TELL. THERE ARE MANY CASES AND I MAY NEED MORE
THAN ONE ATTORNEY. IF YOU ARE NOT AN ATTORNEY BUT KNOW OF ONE AND THEY SAY IT IS AGAINST THE
BAR ETHICS TO CONTACT ME , CAUSE I THINK THEY CAN NOT CONTACT ME UNLES I CALL THEM OR GO TO THEIR OFFICE
THEN YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO GIVE THEM ONE DOLLAR , A ONE DOLLAR BILL TO RETAIN THEM ON MY BEHALF LONG ENOUGH
FOR THEM TO BE ABLE TO CONTACT ME BECAUSE IM ASKING ON LINE FOR AN ATTORNEY TO REVIEW THESE CASES AND HAVE A CONSULTATION
HE WILL NOT BE OBLIGATED TO TAKE IT BUT HE WILL BE ABLE TO CONTACT ME. AND UNTIL I GET ONE, MY TIME LIMITS
ARE NOT GOING TO BE UP AND IF THE NEWS OR PRESIDENT READS THIS , IF YOU HAVE TO CHAGE SOME LAWS AND THAT IS WHAT
IT TAKES FOR ME TO GET JUSTICE IN AMERICA THEN I WANT YOU TO DO WHAT YOU CAN. THANK YOU , WANDA SCOTT
THIS IS TO SHOW THAT I PUBLICLY HAVE ASKED FOR HELP. AND IF I CANT GET A LAWYER AND IM SICK AND CANT DO IT MYSEL
THEN WHAT JUDGE IS GOING TO TLL ME I CANT TAKE THOSE THAT DID THIS TO ME TO COURT ? WHEN THEY MANIPULATED THE LAWYERS
I HAD AND PAID AND THE SOLD ME OUT AND LET MY ORIGINAL TIME LIMITS EXPIRE.
TO EVERYONE THAT READS MY BLOGS:ESPECIALLY TO THE ONES THAT KNOW ME AND ANYONE THAT CARES ABOUT ME. IF YOU EVER
SEE ME STOP BLOGGING AND YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME AND MY SPACE IS OPEN
AND EVEN IF YOU CONTACT ME BY MY HOTMAIL ADDRESS windtalker_meister@hotmail.com
IF YOU STILL DONT HEAR FROM ME WHEN I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING FOR YEARS.
I WANT YOU TO GET ME AN ATTORNEY . YOU GIVE HIM ONE DOLLAR,
ONE DOLLAR IS ALL IT TAKES TO RETAIN AN ATTORNEY, GET A CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEY
AND PREFERABLY A KNOWN CHRISTIAN AND I DONT MEAN A PRESBYTERIAN I MEAN A REAL HOLY GHOST FILLED
AT LEAST A BAPTIST AND ID RATHER HAVE A PENTECOSTAL , BUT YOU HIRE HIM ON MY BEHALF AND YOU TELL HIM
THAT I TOLD YOU I KEEP GETTING THREATS THAT SOMEONE WANTS THE ABBEVILLE COUNTRY
SHERIFF DEPT TO COME OUT HERE AND ARREST ME AND HAVE ME COMMITTED.
YOU TELL HIM TO READ MY SPACE, AND HE KNOWS
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CHURCH AND STATE. HE KNOWS THAT YOU CAN BELIEVE IN GOD ANY WAY YOU CHOOSE, ANY WAY YOU
WANT TO AND THAT JUST BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN GOD THE WAY THAT I DO GIVES THE STATE
OR COUNTY NO RIGHTS WHAT SO EVER TO LOCK ME UP OR RETAIN ME FOR ANY REASON AND THAT THAT
IS FALSE ARREST. ANYTIME YOU ARE ILLEGALLY DETAINED THAT IS FALSE ARREST.
I AM NOT A DANGER TO ANYONE. I AM NOT A DANGER TO MYSELF. IF I WAS GOING TO HURT ANYBODY
I WOULD HAVE DONE IT LONG BEFORE NOW. IF I WAS GOING TO KILL MYSELF I WOULD HAVE DONE IT LONG
BEFORE NOW. I HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND I SAY HOW I FEEL AND ANYONE THAT READS MY BLOGS KNOWS
THAT I TELL EVERYTHING. THIS IS MY DIARY OF MY THOUGHTS FEELINGS AND PERCEPTIONS AND IF
I WAS GOING TO HURT MYSELF OR ANYONE ELSE I WOULD TELL MY BLOGS FIRST.
THAT IS A FACT. I SAY HOW I FEEL BECAUE IT HELPS ME . AND IT KEEPS ME FROM FALLING THAT FAR DOWN.
THIS SPACE IS MY THERAPY. I DONT HAVE INSURANCE I DONT HAVE MONEY FOR A GOOD DOCTOR EVEN FOR MY HEADACHES.
AND I WILL NEVER GO TO A HOSPITAL EVEN FOR POST TRAUMATIC STRESS UNLESS I HAVE AN ATTORNEY
AFTER IVE SEEN WHAT THE SYSTME CAN AND WILL AND HAS DONE. I DO NOT TRUST THESE PEOPLE AND
I GOT DAM GOOD REASONS AND PROOF WHY I SHOULD NOT TRUST THESE PEOPLE.
BUT I AM NOT CRAZY. I AM COMPETANT. I KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG. I AM NOT A DANGER TO ANYONE OR MY SELF.
I DO FEEL LIKE DYING SOMETIMES. I DO HURT AND I KNOW THAT IM SICK BUT I GOT ENOUGHT SENSE TO KNOW THAT
INO ONE HAS A RIGHT TO ARREST ME AND TAKE ME AGAINST MY WILL. THAT IS AGAINST THE LAW
AND WHEN I WENT TO PROVE THAT BEFORE AND IF YOU READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS YOU WILL SEE MY EVALUATION
AND IF YOU WANT A COPY OF IT YOU ASK THE CLERKS OFFICE OF FAMILY COURT IN ABBEVILLE SC
TO GIVE YOU A COPY FOR 25 CENT A COPY OF MY PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION THAT I FILED IN COURT AND I HAVE
A STAMPED FILED COPY OF IT. MORE THAN ONE COPY OF IT WHERE I FILED IT AND IT DAM SURE BETTER BE IN THERE.
AND AS FAR AS MY "WORDS" THEY ARE NOT AUDIBLE . IM NOT A SCHIZOPRENIC. I GOT AS MUCH IF NOT MORE
SENSE THAN MOST PEOPLE. I DONT MEAN EDUCATION BUT I GOT COMMON SENSE AND I GOT A GOOD BRAIN
BUT IN AMERICA, WE HAVE A RIGHT TO BELIEVE IN GOD ANY WAY WE WANT TO AND
AS A MATTER OF FACT , TODAY IS DEC 30 2007, YOU WATCH OR GET A COPY OF CHARLES STANLEY OF
ATLANTA BAPTIST CHURCH, HIS SERMON FOR TODAY. GOD SPOKE TO HIM THE SAME WAY, HE TALKS TO GOD
AND HE LISTENS AND HE GETS A THOUGHT IN HIS MIND AND I OR OTHERS WHO HAVE THAT MUCH FAITH,
YOU CAN NOT SAY THAT IT IS NOT GOD. YOU CAN SAY YOU DONT BELIEVE IT
BUT YOU CAN NOT PROVE THAT IT IS NOT TRUE. YOU CAN NOT PROVE THAT MY "WORDS" ARE NOT
FROM GOD BUT I CAN SHOW YOU AND PROVE TO YOU , WHERE I HAVE GOTTEN WORDS THAT TELL ME
WHERE LOST PEOPLE ARE, WHERE DEAD PEOPLE ARE, AND AS FAR AS DREAMS AND OTHER WORDS.
YOU CAN NOT SAY THAT IT IS NOT REAL. EVEN IF AND WHEN I CANT PROVE EVERY DREAM OR WORD,
YOU CAN NOT SAY IF IT IS TRUE OR NOT. I DONT HEAR VOICES. IT IS LIKE A THOUGHT OR MORE THAN A THOUGHT
THAT COMES TO ME IN MY MINDS EYE. AND I DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT.
BUT YOU GIVE THIS TO A LAWYER IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME. AND YOU TELL HIM I SAID TO GET ME OUT
IF I AM ANYWHERE AGAINST MY WILL AND
HE CAN HAVE HALF OF EVERYTHING I SUE THEM FOR AFTER COSTS ETC. AND YOU TELL HIM
HE CAN GET HIS MONEY FROM A LAWSUIT AND WHILE HE IS AT IT HE CANT HELP ME GO BEFORE A JUDGE
AND GET MY CASES HEARD. CAUSE I CAN PROVE THEY MADE ME SICK ON PURPOSE
AND I HAVE GONE TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY AND I HAVE TRIED TO GET HELP. THEY WOULD NOT
GIVE ME A CHECK TO HELP MY KIDS OR ME AND I GAVE THEM RECORDS SHOWING MY DOCTOR SAID I COULD
NOT WORK AT THE TIME FOR HEADACES AND I WAS THROWING UP
FROM THE SHOCK OF IT LOOSING MY JOB AND THEM TELLING EVERYONE IT WAS MY FAULT AND TRYING TO MAKE ME
LOOK BAD AND THEN THE PERPETRATOR ON THE ABBEVILLE COUNTY COUNCEL AND THEY ALL HAD STOCK AND I WAS
TOLD SHERIFF GOODWIN HAD STOCK BUT I HAVE NO WAY TO KNOW IF THAT IS TRUE OR NOT BUT
SOMEONE IN WITH ISOLYSER TOLD ME HALF THE TOWN SO TO SPEAK, HAD STOCK AND THEY WERE TELLING ALL THEM
IT WAS MY FAULT FOR FILING A SEXUAL HARRASMENT CHARGE AGAINST THEM AND THEY HAD TO SHUT DOWN
AN DLEAVE TOWN BUT SAID THEY GOT THE STOCK UP HIGH AND WHEN THEY GOT EVERYONE IN TOWN TO
BUY INTO IT THEY PULLED THIER MONEY OUT AND LET IT FALL BUT I DONT KNOW IF THAT IS TRUE
BUT IT IS FROM MORE THAN ONE PERSON IN CLOSE TO THE OFFICE AND COMPANY. AT LEAST 3 PEOPLE IN POSITIONS
TO KNOW TOLD ME THAT AND ITS ALL I KNOW BUT
THEY DID RUIN ME. ABBEVILLE SHERIFF DEPT HAD NO RIGHT TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO US
AND I GOT EVIDENCE AND WITNESSES THAT WILL TELL TAHT THEY DID IT TO KEEP ME FROM MOVING
AND I WAS NOT CRAZY THEN AND I WAS COMPETANT WHEN I MOVED AND IM NOT CRAZY NOW.
BUT IT IS OBVIOUS THAT EVERYONE IM TELLING ON WANTS ME TO SHUT UP
SO THEY WANT TO SAY OH LOOK SHE TALKS ABOUT GOD AND HEARING WORDS
AND SHE IS CRAZY AND SICK AND WANTS TO DIE SO LOCK HER UP.
AND IF THEY DO I WANT A BIG BIG LAWSUIT AND I WANT IT ON THE NEWS
AND I WANT A THAT AND A LANDMARK CASE I WANT TO SET A PRECEDENT
FOR ALL WHO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO PEOPLE AND CAUSE THEM SUCH TRAUMA
AND THEN JUST CAUSE TIME HAS PASSED THAT DONT MEAN WHEN I GET WELL ENOUGH AND ON MY FEET THAT
I CAN NOT TAKE THEM TO COURT. THEY WILL HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT TIME LIMITS
WHEN I CAN SHOW AND PROVE THEY DID THIS TO ME AND MANIPULATED MY ATTORNEYS
AND NO ONE WOULD HELP ME
AND HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YALL HEARD ME OUT HERE ON THESE BLOGS BEGGING FOR AN ATTORNEY
.
AND I KNOW IM SICK DUH. ANY FOOK KNOWS THAT BUT IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF ANYTHIG I SAY OR BELIEVE IN GOD
I PROMISE YOU TAHT. CAUSE I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE IN RIGHT AND WRONG . I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
IN REALTY AND IN THE REAL WORLD AND IN SPIRITUAL THINGS. AND I DONT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT
I DONT HAVE TO BELIEVE THE WAY I DO. BUT THIS IS FULL OF ALL KIND OF SPIRITUAL BELIEFS
AND THERE ARE EVEN ON COURT TV PEOPEL THAT BELIEVE
IN PSYCHIC DETECTIVES. AND I HAVE JUST AS MUCH RIGHT TO BELIEVE AND TALK AND PERCEIVE THINGS ANY WAY I
WANT TO AND JUST BECAUSE IM TELLING ABOUT F ACTS IN A REAL COURT CASE
AND JUST BECAUSE IM TELLING ON LAW ENFORCEMENT AT THE SAME TIME
ON MY SPACE IM TALKING ABOUT SPIRITUAL THINGS THAT DONT MAKE ME CRAZY OR SICK IN THAT WAY.
SPEND YEARS DOUBLED UP WITH MY STOMACH IN KNOTS AND WITH SICK HEADACHES AND I CRY AND
I SUFFER LIKE AN ANIMAL. AND THERE ARE MANY WAYS IM SICK AND WHEN I RANG THAT PHONE AT THE RADIO
STATOIN IN 2001 YES I WAS SICK. BUT I WAS HURT . I WAS TOO SHY TO TALK SO I STARTED TRYING TO
TALK RINGING THE PHONE. BUT THAT IS NOT CRAZY EITHER. IT IS PITIFUL IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT IT.
I HAD NO ONE. I ENDED UP HAVING TO LIVE ON THE LAKE IN A TENT WITH HOLES IN IT ADN MY OWN MAMA AND SISTER
TOOK ME DOWN THERE AND LEFT ME WHEN SHE KNEW I HAD A CABIN AND THEY PAID THE RENT A FEW DAYS FOR THE LOT
BUT MADE ME FEEL SO BAD ABOUT IT AND SAID WE ARE NOT GONNA KEEP DOING THIS YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN
AND I GAVE MY SISTER MY ANTIQUE SOLID OAK DOVE TAIL BEROOM SUIT SHE KNEW I CHERISHED AND ALL MY STUFF
GOT GONE FROM WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE STORED. A STEREO A TV I DONT KNOW WAHT ALL MY CLOTHES
EVERYTHING I HAD OF VALUE EVEN WHEN MY SON WAS ALMOST KILLED IN A WRECK WHILE I WAS AT THE HOSTPITAL
THEY TOOK AN ANCIENT SWORD AND SOME OTHER STUFF I COULD TELL YOU THINGS FOR DAYS OVER AND OVER
PEOPLE OF MY OWN FAMILY DID TO ME AND I HURT YOU ARE RIGHT AND I AM SICK FROM SHAME AND HUMILIATION
AND NOT HAVING ANYONE TO STAND BY ME CAUSE OF JEALOUSY AND SPITE
AND THEN AFTER ABBEVILLE DID WHAT THEY DID TO ME JUST LIKE NOW THEY WANT TO ARREST ME AND
HAVE ME COMMITTED CAUSE OF WHAT THEY ALL DID TO ME.
AND NO I DO NOT BLAME MY SELF. ANYONE TAHT WANTS TO SAY DONT I THINK IT WAS MY FAULT ANY OF IT
HELL NO. I DO NOT. I KNOW NOT. I LOVE MY KIDS AND I COULD TALK FOR HOURS OF ALL THE THINGS I DID TO
HELP THEM IN MY LIFE AND I HAVE FOUGHT AND NO ONE HELPED ME SAYING IT IS NOT THERE PLACE TO HELP ME
IT IS NOT THERE PLACE THEY GOT A FAMILY AND THAT IS JUST FINE. YOU KNOW.
THAT IS IS FINE TO IF LAWYERS NOW OR ANYONE ONE ELSE WANTS TO SEE HOW I HURT AND IGNORE ME I DONT GIVE A DAM
NO IT IS NOT YOUR PLACE YOU ARE TOO BUSY. I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY FOR YOU. TAHT IS TRUE
IT IS NOT MY FAMILYS PLACE OR YOUR PLACE BUT THAT MAKES ME ABLE TO TELL YOU TO YOUR FACE
IF YOU CANT HELP ME YOU STAY OUT OF MY DAM BUSINESS. IF YOU CANT HELP ME YOU DONT HURT ME.
AND THE DAY I EVER SEE A DAM COP CAR PULL UP IN THIS DAM DRIVE WAY AND TAKE ME AGAINST MY WILL TO ILLEGALLY
DETAIN ME FOR EVEN FIVE DAM MINTUES I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL SUE YOU AND ANYONE INVOLVED IN IT
FOR EVEYR DAM THING YOU WILL EVER HAVE.
I MEAN THAT. I SHOULD HAVE GOTTON THE SAME HELP ANYONE ELSE IS ENTITLED TOO BACK WHEN
I LOST MY JOB . I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN SSI AND SOCIAL SECURIT I SHOULD HAVE HAD LAWYERS
THAT TOOK MY MONEY TO HELP ME , INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO THE ONES THAT DID IT TO ME MANIPULATE
AND TELL THIER DAM LIES ADN I WOULD HAVE HAD JOBS AND MONEY OF MY OWN
IF I HAD NOT HAD TO SUFFER THE REPERCUSSIONS OF THAT FALSE ARREST AND ALL THOSE DAM LIES
THEY TOLD ON ME. I AM A GOOD MAMA. I WAS A GOOD MAMA. I DONT KNOW ABOUT NOW AFTER ALL THEY DID TO ME
AND THE PAN IN MY HEART AND MIND I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM NOW.
BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MY BABIES AND I WORSHIP THE GROUND THEY WALKK ON AND I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS
WILL AND EVERYTIME I TRIED TO DO GOOD FOR THEM PEOPLE WAS MEAN TO ME. MEAN MEAN TO ME.
AND THE ONES THAT HURT ME AND THE ONES THAT WANT TO POINT THIER FINGERS AT ME ARE THE ONES
THAT BEAT ME DOWN TO NOTHING AND SHAMED ME AND TOOK EVERY THIN G I GOT AND EVERY THING I EVER WILL HAVE
AND I JUST BE DAM IF YOU WILL HAVE ME COMMITTED WHEN I SHOULD BE HAPPY AND WORKING WITH A CLEAN
RECORD AND MONEY OF MY OWN AND A HOME OF MY OWN AND CHILDREN THAT DID NOT HAVE
TO BE BRAINWASHED AND TOLD LIES ABOUT ME. I SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD TO BE SEPARATED FROM THEM
TO HAVE THEM GROW UP FOR ANY YEARS AROUND THESE KIND OF PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY OR TIM OR ABBEVILLE SC AND
THIER DAM WAYS OF THINKING AND LIVEING. AND YOU DONT TELL ME
TAHT WHEN IM DOWN TO NOTHING AND DOWN SO FAR THAT GOD CAN NOT REACH FARTHER DOWN TO ME
THAN I CAN REACH UP. AND YOU DONT TELL ME THAT I CANT HOLD ON TO GOD WHEN I HAVE
NOTHING ELSE OR NO ONE TO HOLD ON TO.
I DARE YOU TO COMMIT ME FOR THAT.
AND IF I DO I HOPE TO GOD THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT WILL GET ME A LAWYER. CAUE I KNOW
THAT NO HONEST PSYCHIATRIST WILL EVER SAY IM CRAZY. THEY ASKED ME WHEN I WS DOWN THERE BEFORE
WHEN I WAS FIGHTING TO HAVE MY TRIAL ABOUT ANGELS ADN SEEING THINGS
AND ALL THAT.
I SAID I DONT BELIEVE ANY DIFFERENT THAN BILLY GRAHAM OR CHARLES STANLEY.
AND THAT IS STILL THE TRUTH . CHARLES SAID IT TO DAY . HE TALKS TO GOD. SOME OF US
REALLY BELIEVE GOD IS REAL AND HE CAN TALK TO USE OR COMFORT US OR SEND ANGELS AND HIS HOLY SPIRIT
TO COMFORT US ANY WAY HE WANTS TO AND WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME OR GOD OR ANYONE
THAT HAS THAT MUCH FAITH. AND I WATCH THE HISTORY CHANNEL AND I READ
ABOUT THE KNIGHTS TEMPLAR AND IM NOT THE ONLY ONE AHT HAS A CREATIVE IMAGINATION
AND IS INTERESTED IN THOSE TYPE THINGS. THAT IS NOT CRAZY.
AND YOU DONT COMMIT SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE SICK
WHEN THAT SAME PERSON TRIED TO GET HELP AND I ASKED FOR HELP TOO MANY TIMES I CANT REMEMBER
AND NOW I DONT TRUST THEM AND I SURE AS HELL WILL NOT TRUST ANY DOCTOR THAT ABBEVILLE
COUNTY SHERIFF OR THIER ATTORNEYS KNOWING ABOUT MY BLOGS AND WANTING TO COVER THIER ASSES
AND KEEP ME FROM HAVING ANY KIND OF TRIAL , SENDS ME TOO.
IF ANY ONE THOUGHT I WAS SICK AND CARED ABOUT ME AND MY HEADACHES AND MY CRYING AND WANTING
TO GIVE UP WHY DIDNT SSI HELP ME WHEN I TOLD THEM I WAS HURTING. AND I HAD A DOCTOR
IT IS FUNNY I HEAR ALL THIS ABOUT WANTING TO HAVE ME ARRESTED AND COMMITED WHEN
NO ONE WANTS TO SAY LOOK, YOU CAN GET SOME HELP WITH SSI AND CHOOSE YOUR OWN DOCTOR
AND PSYCHIATRST. WE KNOW YOU ARE NOT CRAZY . WE KNOW YOU HAVE SUFFERED LIKE AN ANIMAL AND WE BELIEVE YOU
AND WE KNOW YOU ARE JSUT HURTING BUT WE WANT TO HELP YOU SO WE WILL PAY FOR THIS SSI WILL HELP YO
AND YOU ARE IN CONTROL AND WE WONT LET ANYONE DESTROY YOU FOR LIFE
BY ARRESTING YOU EVER AGAIN . JUST FOR HURTING YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BE LOCKED UP.
SO IF YOU CANT DO THAT YALL BETTER LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.
. AND ANOTHER THING TO THE NEWS . I MEAN FOX NEWS OR MSN OR CHANNEL 7 OR 4 OR ANYOTHER STATION
IF YOU WANT TO SEE MY EVIDENCE ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS ASK AND IF YOU WANT
MY PSYCOLOGICAL EVALUTATION YOU GO LOOK IN MY PUBLIC FAMILY COURT
FILE WHERE I FILED IT AND IT BETTER BE IN THERE BUT NONE
OF MY LETTERS TO THE JUDGES ARE THAT I SENT BY UNITED STATES MAIL
FROM JAIL TO THE CLERK OF COURTS.
OH WONDER WHO CONTROLED THAT SHIT ? THE SAME ONE THAT CONTROLS EVERY
THING ELSE IN THAT FAMILY COURT AND TOLD THOSE CLERKS WHAT TO DO AND NOT DO
AND WHEN TO SHIT AND WHEN NOT TO TO MANIPULATE CASES TAHT IS WHO.
THE SAME ONE THAT HID THAT COURT ORDER TERMINATING JUDGE CRAINES
FAMILY COURT ORDER IN JULY OF 88 .
AND WHEN THOSE ASSHOLES DID WHAT THEY DID TO ME TO TRY TO PROSECUTE ME
TO WIN A CUSTODY CASE , WHEN THEY BROKE ALL THOSE LAWS
AND LIED LIKE HELL AND DAMAGED US AND WOULD NOT LET ME GET ANY RELIEF
UNTIL I HAD A CUSTODY HEARING AND KNOWING THEY DID NOT HAVE A CASE
THEY TIRED EVERY THING. I WAS ASKED TO SIGN A LETTER AGREEING NOT TO SUE
THEM THAT IS BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY WERE WRONG AND NOTHING
WAS WRONG WITH ME. THEY BEGGING AND TRIED TO COERCE ME AND FORCE ME TO
TAKE PRE TRIAL INTERVENTION AND I SAID HELL NO !
I WANT MY TRIAL AFTER ALL YALL HAVE DONE TO ME I WANT TO GO TO COURT AND I MEAN IT
AND THEY DID NOT HAVE A CASE. THEY BROKE THE LAWS AND IF THEY
WERE NOT GOING TO LET THAT GO TO COURT
THAT GREENWOOD PROSECUTORS OFFICE HAD AN OBLIGATIONG
TO DROP THOSE CHARGES AND NOT SUCK UP AND KISS UP TO DON MORRIS AND MARION
JOHNSON WHO LIED TO THE SC GOVERNER AND THE GRAND JURY TO GET AN
INDICTMENT AND FALSE ARREST AND FALSE FEDERAL EXTRADICTION
WARRENT ON ME JUST TO SAVE THIER G DAM PRIDE
AND THEY KNEW THEY HAD NO CASE BUT INSTEAD OF DROPPING IT
THEY LET IT GO FOR YEARS UNTIL THEY MAD EME LOSE
CUSTODY AND RUINED MY RECORD MY REPUTATION MY RELATION SHIP
AND BROKE THE BONDS WITH ME AND MY KIDS AND MADE A DAM
FOOL OUT OF ME AND THEN I HAD TO KEEP GOING TO JAIL TO GIVE
THAT SORRY ASS PILL HEAD DOPE HEAD ALCOHOLIC ABUSER WITH RESTRAINING ORDERS
ON HIM FOR TRYING TO KILL ME IN FRONT OF MY KIDS
AND WHO HAD NOT PARENTAL RIGHTS TO EVER FIGHT ME FOR CUSTODY
AND JUST SO HE WOULD NOT HAVE TO SUPPORT THE BOYS
AND COULD GET WHAT MONEY I HAD FOR THE BOYS HE WANTED IT FOR HIM AND
HIS FAMILY , YALL DID THAT TO ME AND MY KIDS
JUST TO COVER YOUR ASSES AND I CAN PROVE IT.
DO YOU WANT TO SEE ME PROVE IT WHY DONT YOU START A CASE
CAUSE I WILL TELL YOU WHY , CAUSE THE TRUTH AINT SLANDER
AND THERE IS NOT A DAM THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT WHAT I SAY.
I WILL TELL IT TILL THE DAY I DIE AND YALL DONT LIE BEHIND Y DAM BACK ANYMORE
YOU DONT TELL PEOPLE IM SICK UNLESS YOU TELL THEM WHY IM SICK
AND ITS A FUNNY G DAM THING
WHEN I WENT WHEN I LOST MY JOB I WENT AND TRIED TO GET
SOME HELP FROM SSI AND SOCIAL SECURITY AND THEY SAID NOTHING WAS
WRONG WITH ME. SO IM NOT CRAZY WHEN
I CAN GET A CHECK BUT OH IM CRAZY WHEN IT IS CONVENIENT FOR YALL TO SAY
OH SHE JSUT DONT KNOW SHE DID WRONG. I DONT KNOW I DID WRONG
CAUSE THE LAST TIM E I READ THE CONSTITUTION
AND THE LAST TIME I WOKE UP AND SEE THAT IM STILL LIVING IN AMERICA
IT IS STILL NOT A DAM CRIME FOR A WOMAN WITH FULL PERMANENT
CUSTODY OF HER KIDS TO MOVE OUT OF TOWN OR STATE TO GET A JOB
OR EVEN FOR THE HELL OF IT FOR THAT MATTER.
AND WHETHER OR NOT YOU LIKE IT OR NOT OR WHETHER YOU THOUGH I SHOULD
OR NOT IS NONE OF YALLS DAM BUSINESS.
IF I HAD SICK HEADACHES THAT DONT MAKE ME NOT COMPETANT TO RAISE
MY KIDS ANY WAY I WANT TO. AND ALL YALL SAID WAS I LEFT THEM THERE
AND YOU KNOW THAT WAS A DAM LIE CAUSE YALL KIDNPAPPED THEM AND WOULD
NOT HONRO MY COURT ORDER CAUSE YALL
WANTED TO LIE TO SOME FAMILY COURT JUDGE THEN AFTER I MOVED TO
TRY TO GET HIM TO HELP YOU KEEP ME AN DMY KIDS IN ABBEVILLE
BECAUSE YALL ARE A BUNCH OF NOSEY ASS STUPID ASS REDNECKS IN THIS TOWN
TAHT GOT IN MY DAM BUSINESS AND YOU SAID TO HELL WITH THE CONSTITUION
AND TO HELL WITH ME CAUSE IM A WOMEN AND TO HELL WITH JUDGE CRAINES
FAMILY COURT ORDER THAT CANT BE FOUND.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO SEE MY CASE AND EVIDENCE YOU ARE WELCOME
TO BUT YOU DONT LISTEN TO THE SAME MANIPULATING
LIES THAT GOT ALL THIS DONE TO US IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOU LOOK AT THE FACTS.
AND YOU LISTEN TO ME. YOU DONT LISTEN TO THOSE LIARS WHO WANT
TO SAVE FACE.
AND IF I AM SICK BY GOD IT IS BECUASE OF THE HELL THEY DID TO US.
AND I DONT WANT TO HEAR
THIS BULL SHIT
ABOUT HAVING ME COMMITTED. YOU LET ME TELL YOU THIS.
AND YOU WRITE IT DOWN. THE DAY ANY STUPID SON OF A BITCH OR BITCH
SIGNS ANY PAPERS TO HAVE THAT ABBEVILLE SHERIFF DEPT COME OUT
HERE AND ARREST ME AGAIN
AND TAKE ME TO A DAM STATE HOSPITAL BECAUSE I TOLD ON THEM
OR THE GOVERNER OR BECAUSE THEY MADE ME SICK
WHEN I GET OUT AFTER I PROVE ONCE AGAIN THAT I AM NOT CRAZY
I WILL SUE YOU FOR EVERY DAM THING YOU OWN OR EVER WILL ON.
YOU WAIT AND SEE AND ILL SUE ANY SON OF A BITCH THAT EVER
PUTS HAND CUFFS ON ME AGAIN.
THAT IS BULL SHIT YOU MAKE ME SICK AND THEN YOU WANT TO TALK SOMEONE
INTO LETTING YOU ARREST ME AGAIN FOR IT
JUST TO SHUT ME UP AND VIOLATE MY RIGHTS ONCE AGAIN TO FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
AND IF I WAS SICK I THINK THAT MY DOCTOR OR THE SOCIAL SECURITY TABLE
OF DOCTORS THAT I GAVE MY DOCTORS RECORDS TOO
AND THE HEAD PSYCHIATRIST OF BULL STREET AND TWO FORENSIC SCIENTIST
I THINK THEY WOULD KNOW MORE THAN YOU DO
AND JUST BECAUSE I WRITE AND SCREAM AND LET MY HURT AND ANGER OUT
THAT DONT MEAN IM CRAZY. IS STEVEN KING OR WHO EVER WRITES
ALLTHAT FROM HIS HEAD IS HE A MURDERER OR IS HE EVIL OR IS IT HIS CREATIVE
EXPRESSIONS ? OK THEN.
AND IF THEY SAY IM SICK NOW YOU WILL BE A DAM FOOL AND SHOULD
HOPE I DONT GO TO GET PROOF OF IT.
BUT IF YOU WANT TO PAY FOR IT.
IF YOU WANT TO PAY FOR ME TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL
SEND ME A DAM CHECK ILL GO MY SELF. BUT I TRIED TO COMMIT MYSELF
WHEN YALL TORE MY DAM NERVES UP AND
THE PSYCHIATRIST THERE WOULD NOT LET ME HE SAID
IT WAS MY FAMILY DOING IT TO ME.
THAT PSYCHIATRIST FROM GREENWOOD YEARS AGO SAID
IT IS A SERIOUS THING TO BE COMMITED TO A HOSPITAL
HE SAID YOU ARE HURT . YOU CRY AND GET SICK BECAUSE YOU ARE HURT
NOT CRAZY. YOU DONT WANT TO COMMIT YOURSELF AND BE LABLED CRAZY YOU ARE NOT CRAZY.
AND EVERY KNOWS THAT THAT KNOWS ME
BUT I DONT THINK ANYONE WOULD ARGUE THAT IM SICK BUT YALL BETTER
SHUT THE DAM HELL UP ABOUT COMMITTING ME IF YOU EVER WANT TO OWN
YOUR HOUSE OR CAR OR ANY DAM THING ELSE CAUSE WHEN I GET OUT ILL TAKE IT.
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12/29/2007 I DELETED THAT LAST BLOGBUT IF YOU GOT IT ON YOUR FEED YOULL KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, THE MOHAR / THE BOOK WITH THE STAR
THE CLUES AND INTERPRETATION OF THAT DREAM.
NOW IM READING ABOUT THE BLAZING STAR AND ABOUT THE ZOHAR AND I WISH I HAD ONE OF THOSE BOOKS.
I WONDER HOW MUCH DO THEY COST. NOW THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SOMETHING IF I WOKE UP FROM THE DREAM
AND I HAD THE REAL BOOK IN MY HANDS.
HE KNOWS ILL FIGURE IT OUT. BUT EITHER WAY . GOD GAVE ME THAT GIFT. I GOT THE MOHAR WHAT EVER IT MEANS
AND HE GAVE ME THAT BOOK WITH A STAR ON IT. AND HE CALLED ME DREAMWEAVER CAUSE I CAN
I PUT THAT TOGETHER. I NEED A REAL TORAH AND A REAL HEBREW TORAH WHERE I CAN READ IT OR NOT
CAUSE I CAN JUST MEDITATE ON IT.
I NEED SOME BOOK WITH A STAR ON IT. WHAT BOOK IS THAT ? I GOT TO READ. I NEED SOME READING GLASSES
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I JUST CANT READ TOO MUCH .I LOSE MY CONCENTRATION.
.I MUCH RATHER JUST TYPE. AND TALK THAN READ. BUT I WANT TO KNOW EVERY WORD IN ALL BOOKS.
BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO READ. IT TAKES TOO MUCH TIME. I NEED TALKIGN BOOKS.
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I THINK I KNOW HOW ILL START MY MOVIE NOW IM GONNA WRITE MY OWN MOVIE. A BOOK DONT HAVE LIVE PICTURES. BUT THAT IS A GREAT IDEA , ILL INVENT BOOKS
WITH LIVE PHOTOS. NOT A TALKING BOOK BUT A VIDEO BOOK. OR ILL JUST USE A DVD WITH THE BOOKS.
AND THEY WILL COME OUT WHEN THE MOVIE DOES AT THE THEATRE AND YOU CAN BUY IT ON PAY PER VIEW IF YOU WANT
TO STAY HOME AND WATCH IT.
THE START OF THE MOVIE WILL BE A LITTLE BABY GIRL WITH CURLY GOLDEN HAIR LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW
AT THE RED BIRDS AND THINKS ABOUT GOD CAUSE SHE SAYS HER PRAYERS
AND SHE HAS A BOOK ABOUT GOD SHE CANT READ YET. BUT SHE KNOWS GOD SENDS RED BIRDS TO THE WINDOW.
ILL EDIT MOST OF THE FOLLOWING.... SHOWING MY LOVE OF GOD EVEN AS A BABY AND MY LOVE OF MUSIC AND FINDING
HIDDEN THINGS IN THE TREES I LEARNED FROM HIGHLIGHTS MAGAZINES....
BUT LATER SHE GROWS UP AND SHE GOES TO FIRST GRADE AND
TELLS MS LATHEM THAT SHE WANTS TO BE AN ARCHAEOLOGIST WHEN SHE TELLS HER THAT THERE ARE HUGE DINASAUR
BONES HID IN THE DIRT. SHE GOES HOME FROM SCHOOL AND DIGS IN THE YARD AND THE SAND BOX WITH A SPOON BUT
CANT FIND ANY. LATER HER HAIR IS LONGER AND SHE DANCES IN THE SANDBOX.
AND PUTS HER HANDS, ONE ON HER BELLY AND ONE ON HER HEAD AND SHE WANTS TO BE A DANCER , A BALLEINA AND A BELLY DANCER. SHE LISTENS TO MUSIC AND WATCHES A LOT OF CARTOONS ON THAT COUCH. SHE LOVES MR BILL AND
THE SHOW WITH DO HICKY. SHE LOVES THE THREE STOOGES,
SHE WATCHES THE CARTOONS WHERE THEY PLAY SONGS AND THE BALL BOUNCES ON THE WORDS OF THE SONGS
AND SHE READS HIGHLIGHTS MAGAZINES PAT GIVES HER, DADDYS SISTER FROM NEXT DOOR.
LATER SHE SITS ON THE ARM OF THE CHAIR WITH HER DADDY AND WATCHES ALL THE PERRY MASON SHOWS
AND BONANZA AND JOHNNY UMA AND DANIEL BOONE AND TELLS HIM SHE WANTS A CABIN LIKE THAT AND SHE LOVES
THE LONE RANGER. LATER SHE GROWS AND LOVES TO WATCH MUSIC AND THE GRAND OLE OPRY AND SHE DANCES
IN FRONT OF THE TV AND EVERY WHERE SHE CAN AND DOES THE TWIST. HER GRANDADDY LAUGHS WHEN SHE IS DANCING
TO ROY ORBISON TO THE SONG , PRETTY WOMAN AND IVE GOT A TIGER BY THE TAIL , BUCK OWENS AND HE SAYS
WANDA , YOU A MESS GIRL. SHE WATCHES ELVIS MOVIES AND LEARNS HOW TO BUTTON UP HER SWEATERS FROM THE BOTTOM UP
AND SHE LEARNS FROM MICKY MOUSE HOW TO DRY HER BACK . ILL TELL ALL ABOUT MY UNCLE WILBER AND BERTIE
AND OTHER STUFF LATER I LEARNED ABOUT COON HUNTING AND GOING TO A CABIN RABBIT HUNTING AND SPENDING THE
NIGHT IN A CABIN WITH ONE WHOLE WALL AS A FIREPLACE AND COOKING ON A WOOD STOVE BUTTER BEANS BISQUITS
AND THAT FRIED RABBIT........THAT WAS LATER BUT BACK THE CHILD I LOVED MUSIC AND BUILT ME A STAGE
IN THE CAR SHED WITH A MOP HANDLE FOR A MICROPHONE.
SHE LOVES HER GRANDADDY TAT AND HE TELLS HER ABOUT THE WAR AND GETTING CAUGHT BY THE GERMANS AND THEY HAD HAD
TO HIDE IN THE HAY BUT THE GERMANS STUCK PITCH FORKS IN THE HAY AND CAUGHT THEM.
GRANDADDY TAT TEACHES HER HOW TO COOK SCRAMBLED EGGS. BUT ONCE WHEN THEY HAD
EASTER, HE SAID , GO ON AND HIDE YOUR EGGS THE WINNER THAT FINDS THE PRIZE EGG GETS A PRESENT AND YOU WILL GET
ONE FOR WHO IS THE BEST EASTER EGG HIDER. SO I HID MINE THE BEST AND WON.
BUT IT WAS THE ONLY TIME HE GOT MAD AT ME AND SAID, GOD DOG IT WANDA CAUSE I HID MY EGGS ON THAT
NEW CAR HE BOUGHT WITH THREE HOLES ON THE SIDE FRONT FENDERS, I SQUISHED MY EGGS IN THOSE HOLES
AND THE REST I PUT UP IN HIS TAIL PIPES. HE COULD NOT GET THEM OUT.
LATER I HAD MY FIRST PSYCHIC EXPERIENCE WITH A GERMAN SHEPARD DOG, NAMED LADY,
DADDY TOOK ME TO GET THAT DOG WHEN HIS BROTHER CAUGHT IT AND HAD IT HID DOWN IN THE WOODS
IN A DARK SMALL SHED. I GUESS WE SAVED IT OUT OF THAT DARK PLACE BUT KNOWING HER NAME
I YELLED LADY LADY BEFORE WE GOT UP TO IT SO NOT TO SCARE HER BUT SHE WAS A GOOD DOG
ON EARLY MORNING I SAW A VISION OF HER AND HEARD HER IN MY MIND CRYING , I SAW HER LAYING ON THE PORCH
WITH BLOOD ON HER PAWS AND I RAN TO THE DOOR ALL THROUGH THE OTHER ROOMS OF THE HOUSE AND THEY SAID
WHERE ARE YOU GOING AND I SAID TO GET LADY SHE IS HURT AND WHEN I GOT THERE
IT WAS JUST LIKE I SAW HER, WITH BLOOD ON HER FRONT PAWS WIMPERING , SHE WAS TALKING TO ME AND CALLING ME
AND I HEARD HER IN MY MIND.
TELECOMMUNICATION
ILL TELL ABOUT WHEN I WAS ASLEEP AND SOMETHING WOKE ME UP AND ALL I COULD SEE WAS BLACK SMOKE
AND ROLLING SMOKE AND I LOOKED AT THE FLOOR AND IT WAS LIKE A PERFECT LINE THAT SEPARATED THE FRESH AIR
FROM THE BLACK SMOKE AND I RAN TO THE KITCHEN AND IT WAS ALL ON FIRE AND MY EYES WER BIG AS SAUCERS BUT I TRIED
TWICE TO GET OUT THE BACK DOOR AND IT WAS LOCKED AND WOULD NOT UNLOCK. BUT I TRIED AGAIN AND AN ANGEL
UNLOCKED IT AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE HOUSE BUT I GOT SAVED.
I HAVE TO SKIP THIS FOR NOW..........ILL HAVE TO JUMP TO THE PART OF THORNTON IN 86 AND HOW I KNEW GOD
WAS ALWAYS WITH ME BUT HE COMES AT MY DEEPEST TIMES IN LIFE BUT THAT TIME
HE MADE HIS PRESENCE KNOWN BUT IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE
I HAD TO GO BACK DOWN TO THE VALLEY FROM 88 WHEN I TIRED TO LEAVE TIM WAS HORRIBLE
THEN DADDY BOUGHT THE LAND AND IN 90 THINGS GOT BETTER FOR A FE YEARS BUT
I HAD TO KEEP GOING TO COURT WHICH RUINED OUR LIVES AND
BEST PART OF MY LIFE AND MY KIDS CHILD HOOD. MOVING TO ABBEVILLE WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE
CAUES OF THE WAY THE LAW ENFORCEMENT WAS AND HAD BEEN FOR YEARS ACCORDING TO THINGS IVE HEARD,
IT WAS THIER MENTALITY. AND THE COURTS THERE JUST DID WHAT EVER THEY WANTED TO AND HID A COURT ORDER
THAT WOULD HAVE SAVED US FROM ALL THAT HELL. I COULD NOT EVEN GO TO SCHOOL
TO BE A PARALEGAL IN 95 BUT AFTER ALL THAT TRAUMA ABBEVILLE DRUG US THROUGH GROWING UP THAT RUINED
MY LIFE OUT THERE WITH MY BABIES GROWING UP. THEM AND TIM MADE IT LIVING HELL
AND I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING. I HAD TO QUITE SCHOOL
IN 96 I CRIED TO MY DADDY AND I SAID I DONT HAVE A CAR I CANT DO ANYTHING I GOT TO HAVE A JOB PLEASE
GET ME A JOB OUT THERE WHERE YALL ARE WORKING AT ISOLYSER AND HE SAID I CAN GET YOU ON
WITH THE CONSTRUCTION BUT MY SISTER HAD A JOB AT ISOLYSER
THE PLANT BUT I WORKED MY WAY UP SWEEPING AND CLEANING AND THE PLANT MANAGER
SAID I WAS THE BEST WORKER AND SAID I HAD A GREAT PERSONALITY AND HIRED ME WITH NO
EXPERIENCE CAUSE I DID SUCH A GREAT JOB CLEANIING AND HE SAID I TOOK THE INITITIVE AND WITOUT BEING
ASKED I DID THINGS AND HE WAS IMPRESSED TO SEE ME GO FROM LABORER AND SWEEPER TO HANGING STEEL UP HIGH
AND TOOK PHOTOS . I COULD NOT TAKE THE PLACE OF THE IRON WORKERS MEN CAUSE PHILLIP OF SUITT HAD SAID IF WE
DONT FIND A MAN FOR THE JOB WE WILL SEE IF YOU CAN HELP TILL WE DO AND ALL THAT , THEY ALL LAID OUT AND
WAS FIRED FOR NOT SHOWING UP CAUSE THEY DID DRUGS AND DRANK WITH HANGOVERS BUT I WAS
HAPPY AND FULL OF LIFE AND ENERGY AND HAPPY TO MAKE ALL THAT MONEY AND WAS LOOKING AT MOBILE HOMES
TO BUY FOR THE BOYS A SUPRIZE BIGGER HOUSE. I GOT PHOTOS OF THAT TOO.
BUT I LOST MY JOB THERE ON THE COLDEST DAY OF THE YEAR.
BUT ISOLYSER HIRED ME AND THE OWNER TRAVIS HONEY CUTT TOLD MY DADDY, IM GLAD THEY HIRED YOUR DAUGHTER
SHE IS A GOOD WORKER AND SHE HAS THE BEST PERSONALITY IVE EVER SEEN.
THEY ALL SAID THAT. BUT THEN YOU KNOW THE REST, THE REST IS HISTORY IT RUINED MY LIFE.
AND THE PLANT MANAGER WAS MY WITNESS, I ASKED HIM ARE YOU FIRING ME FOR REPORTING SEXUAL HARRASMENT ?
HE SAID THE HEAD OFFICE AND ATTORNEY SAID IT WAS THE BEST WAY TO HANDLE IT AND THEY TOLD HIM TO
AND THE HUMAN RESOURSES GIRL WAS THERE WHEN HE SAID IT AN DI WAS CRYING I NEEDED THAT JOB AND
I HAD THEM FOR WITNESSES BUT TOO MANY IN ABBEVILLE WAS PROUD OF THAT PLANT OUT THER FOR THE JOBS AND
AHD STOCK IN ISOLYSER AND THE PERPETRATOR WAS ON THE COUNTY COUNSEL AND PEOPLE
WAS JEALOUS CAUSE OF MY JOB AND A LOT WENT ON OUT THERE.
BUT I HAD KIDS AND WORKED VERY HARD AND WORKED MY WAY UP FROM A SWEEPER TO A COMPUTERIZED SEWING MACHINE OPERATOR
AND THE BOYS TOOK A TOUR WITH HIS SCHOOL AND GREG SAID THAT IS MY MAMA AND THEY WERE SO PROUD OF ME
AND WE NO LONGER HAD TO DEPEND ON ANYONE OR FOOD STAMPS OR CHILD SUPPORT I WAS
FINALLY FREE. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE IT WAS THE HAPPIEST I EVER BEEN. AND
THEN THEY HIT ME AND BEAT ME DOWN AGAIN CAUSE WHEN I LOST THAT JOB AT ISOLYSER THE SUPERVIOSOR OF SUITT
GOT ME A JOB IN ALABAMA WHERE I HAD OFTEN VISITED AND MADE FREINDS AND HAD MADE PLANS AND GOT A TEMP JOB
AND I HAD EVEN BROUGHT BACK SASSAFRAS TREES THAT GREW AT THE CABIN. FROM ALABAMA
AND YOU KNOW THE REST IT IS ALL ON MY BLOGS
AND THAT IS THE PART IM GOING TO TELL. AND I WAS BACK DOWN IN THE VALLEY AGAIN
I NEVER STAY ON THE MOUNTAIN VERY LONG BUT I REMEMBER A BOOK A MENNONITE WOMAN GAVE ME , WAGLER
WAS HER LAST NAME AND IT WAS HINDS FEET ON HIGH PLACES AND IM GOING TO GET BACK ON THAT MOUNTAIN
ONE OF THESE DAYS AND STAY AT LEAST FOR A LONGER TIME BUT IM AFRAID
THAT MOUNTAIN MIGHT BE ARMEGEDDON. THE LAST MOUNTAIN WHERE THE LAST WAR WILL BE FOUGHT
AND THAT IS ONE MOUNTAIN I CAN STAY ON WHEN GOD COMES BACK BUT
HE WAS WITH ME WHEN I HIT THE BOTTOM OF THAT VALLEY AGAIN WHEN IN 2001, I REMEMBERED THORNTON
THE ANGEL FROM MT MORIAH ROAD IN THE TRIANGLE OF DURHAM , RALIEGH , CHAPEL HILL, YOU KNOW THAT STORY TOO WELL BY NOW
BUT THERE GOD WAS AGAIN WITH THAT ANGEL TO WALK ME THROUGH THESE LAST 7 YEARS ,
THE ANGEL OF MUSIC CAME WHEN I LOST ALL HOPE AFTER THAT LAWYER CAUSED ME TO LOSE ALL MY CASES
AND I THEN CREATED THE MUSIC CODES I HAD IN MY MIND SINCE I WAS A CHILD,
I JUST RANG THE PHONE AT THE RADIO STATION ON THE WORDS OF THE SONGS. I WAS TOO SHY TO TALK AND ONCE I STARTED
COMMUNICATION I TRIED TO TELL MY STORY AND THEN I JUST HELD ON TO THAT GAME
AND I WOULD NOT LET GO IT WAS LIKE I WAS ON THE SIDE OF A MOUNTAIN
HANGING ON FOR DEAR LIFE AND IF I LET GO OF THAT ROPE I WOULD FALL AND NEVER LIVE AGAIN
SO I KEEP HOLDING ON TO THAT ROPE AND EVERY TIME I CLIMB UP A FEW INCHES I SLIP BACK
DOWN AND I JUST CANT GET UP BACK UP TO THAT MOUNTAIN I WAS ON WORKING WITH MY KIDS BECOMING HAPPY
CAUSE IT JUST LET THEM DOWN AND WE NEVER SAW EACH OTHER AGAIN AFTER THAT BRIEF TIME
OF HAPPINESS A BAD TORNADO HIT US AND I NEVER HAD THEM AGAIN LIKE I HAD THEM THEN THEY WERE SO PROUD OF ME
AND RESPECTED ME AND THE DEVIL STOLE IT. ABBEVILLE DID IT.
AND THEY BEAT ME DOWN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND LEFT ME FOR DEAD BUT GOD IS STILL HOLDING ME.
BUT I HAVE TO CLIMB UP THAT MOUNTAIN ALONE. JUST LIKE IN TAHT BOOK, HINDS FEET O HIGH PLACES.
AND I JUST CANT DO IT. BUT AT LEAST I STILL GOT A HOLD OF THE ROPE.
I GUESS I CANT DO A MOVIE TILL I GET BACK UP ON TOP.
BUT THAT WILL BE THE STORY OF REVELATION I GUESS.
AND THEN THERE WONT BE ANY MORE MOVIES.
BUT I PLAN ON BEING IN THAT COURT ROOM AND I WILL LET GOD BE THE JUDGE OF ALL THOSE WHO
DESTROYED ME ALL MY LIFE AND I KNOW JESUS WILL BE RIGHT BESIDE ME
CAUSE THEY DID THE SAME THING TO HIM. THE SAME PEOPLE . THE PROSECUTORS AND LEGAL SYSTEM AND LAW OFFICERS.
THEY ARE EVIL.
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IM TRYING TO THINK OF WHAT TO TALK ABOUT I GOT TO GET MY MIND ON SOMETHING.
I MIGHT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THOSE IMPOSTERS FROM AFN RADIO WHO STOLE MY MUSIC CODES AND
"CONNECT THE COUNTRY" AND TOOK A FREE RIDE WITH MY IDEAS. I JUST WONDER IF THEY TOLD THE NAVY AND
MILITARY ABOUT MY MUSIC CODES AND LIED AND SAID THEY THOUGHT OF IT BEFORE THE DEPT OF DEFENSE
KNEW WHO I WAS. OR DID THEY ALWAYS KNOW THAT SYNDICATED RADIO SHOW IS SOMEONE THEY ARE CONNECTED WITH.
ASSOCIATED WITH. IM GONNA GET THIS STRAIGHTENED OUT, IT LOOKS TO ME LIKE THEY HAVE BEEN GETTING MY WORDS
AND MY IDEAS AND NOW WRITERS MAKING SHOWS ARE AND NOW I AM NOT JUST GONNA TELL MY STORY OF ABBEVILLE
IM GONNA TELL MY STORY ABOUT CREATING THE MILITARY MUSIC CODES AND
I GUESS I JUST NEED TO WRITE MY OWN MOVIE AND SELL IT. YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS TALKING ABOUT
KEEPING THE RADIO ON A LOW FREQUENCY WHEN I HAD THE DREAM ABOUT THE DOLPHINS CALLING ME
OUT TO SEA AND TRYING TO TALK TO ME IN MY SLEEP AND ABOUT THE RADIO AND ALL THAT , WELL THAT IS WHEN
THEY MADE THE MOVIE , WHITE NOISE. I DONT THINK THAT IS A COINCIDENCE SINCE THE MAN
ACTOR OF CSI MIAMI THAT WAS IN GREENWOOD WANTING TO MAKE A MOVIE ,
READS MY BLOGS. I FORGOT HIS NAME BUT HE IS FRIENDS WITH THAT BUTTHOLE DJ THAT WAS ON
WCRS LAST . DAVID WAS HIS NAME. AND THEY MADE SOME STUPID MOVIE TOGETHER , HIM AND THAT MAN ON CSI MIAMI.
I DONT KNOW WHAT GOES ON BUT I GOT TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS.
I BET YOU THOSE DJS AT 1 800 905 8020 HAVE STOLE ALL MY IDEAS. I KNOW THE STOLE MY
WINDTALKER MEISTER CODETALING GAMES AND MY WORD GAMES OF ASSOCIATION. IF THEY ARE NOT SOLDIERS
IM MAD IF THEY USED MY IDEAS AND GAMES. AND WATCHED ME ON SATELLITE. WELL I AM NOT MAD AT SOME OF THEM
BUT I DO NOT LIKE THAT DAM MORGAN AND BROOKS.. THEY ACT JEALOUS OF ME. TO ME.
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. 12/28/2007 GREGORIAN CHANTS / THE FIRST STYLE OF MUSIC I GUESS HERE IS ONE ON YOUTUBE JUST SEARCH FOR GREGORIAN CHANTS. THESE ARE OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH.
THERE MIGHT BE OTHER GREGORIAN CHANTS BUT I DONT KNOW YET. IM LEARNING ABOUT THIS. SOME OF YOU DONT KNOW EITHER
AND SOME OF YOU LAUGH CAUSE I DONT KNOW BUT I BET YOU GOD DID NOT TELL YOU LIKE HE TOLD ME. ID RATHER BE
NOT EDUCATED AND LEARN FROM GOD THAT KNOW EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD ON MY OWN.
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LITTLE DRUMMER GIRL CELTIC WOMAN / THE VOICE / CELTIC WOMAN THE VOICE CELTIC WOMAN
I GOT A SICK HEADACHE I CANT STAND ANOTHER FEW DAYS OF THIS. IT MAKES ME SICK SLEEPY WEAK NAUSEAS AND IT HURTS AND EVEN WHEN
IT LIGHTENS UP IT WONT GO AWAY AND IT JUST KEEPS A HOLD ON ME.
.I WISH I HAD SOME OF THAT MUSIC. WHAT EVER IT SOUNDS LIKE.
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