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2007/5/24 oh my goodness. I just accidently painted a rough draft painting. I had used this one page to test the paint colors you know but i said this is a mess. but i found one brush i wanted to see what it was for. It has a sponge on it. i blended the purples and i used a wet sponge and blended the purple and light blue colors
then messed around and my whole page that was a test page
TURNED INTO A BEAUTIFUL PAINTING I CALL
PURPLE RAIN
IT IS A LAVENEDER AND PURPLE AND LIGHT COLORS
WELL IT IS NOT MY REAL FIRST PAINTING BUT
IT ACCIDENTLY TURNED INTO ONE. PURPLE RAIN IS
WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. THOSE ARE THE COLORS I TESTED FIRST
AND BLENDED THEN TOOK A SMALL BRUSH AND MADE IT
RAIN ON IT. WOW. IM AN ARTIST.
                    WATCH PBS IN THE MORNING THEY WILL HAVE ON A COUPLE OF PAINTING SHOWS AND THEN A SHOW ABOUT THE PROPER LIGHTING FOR PAINTING. DONT PAINT IN THE DARK I GUESS. I DECIDED I WILL BE A GREAT PAINTER. ILL GET INSPIRED BEFORE I PAINT.
AND IT WILL BE GREAT. YOU MUST HAVE AN EYE FOR ART BUT
JUST WAIT AND SEE I KNOW I CAN PAINT. I AM VERY ARTISTIC AND
VERY EMOTIONAL AND I BELIEVE I CAN PAINT SO I KNOW I CAN
AND I ALSO ASKED GOD .
SO IM SURE HE WILL LOVE FOR ME TO PAINT. WHY WOULDNT HE ?
I KNOW HE WILL. HE WILL INSPIRE ME. BUT I GOT TO GET THE
RIGHT TOOLS AND IT CAN COME NATURAL BUT IT WONT HURT TO
WATCH A FEW PAINTING TIPS TO GET STARTED LIKE THE KIND OF PAINTS
TO USE AND THINGS THAT WILL SAVE ME A LOT OF TIME SINCE
MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED ANYWAY. I DIE ALL THE TIME . I HAVE NO
HEARTBEAT OR BREATH. I SIT UP SO MY BODY WILL JUMPSTART
AND I JUST CALMLY WAIT I DONT PANIC CAUSE IM USED TO IT.
.MY ARMS ARE NUMB WHEN I LAY DOWN. SO I GUESS I GUESS ALL MY
CIRCULATION IS CUT OFF TO MY HEART.
THAT IS CAUSE I JUST LAY HERE ON THE FLOOR AND DIE. BUT
I DONT HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
MAYBE PAINTING WILL AT LEAST KEEP CIRCULATION IN MY BRAIN.
. DAM I JUST TOOK A DRINK OF MY PAINTBRUSH WATER. IM IN THE DARK AND I HAD MY CUP OF COFFEE BESIDE MY COFFEE CUP OF WATER I TESTED THE PAINT COLORS IN. I JUST TOOK A BIG DRINK OF IT. THAT WAS A BAD SIGN.
 THAT WAS ONE BAD TASTE OF ART THAT TASTES LIKE SHIT. ITS BECAUSE THOSE SON OF A BITCHES IN THE RADIO ARE TRYING TO RUN ME
OFF SO THEY CAN STEAL MY WINDTALKER GAMES . BUT I SHOULD LET THEM
AND SUE THEM FOR MAKING MONEY OFF OF MY GIFTED ART OF CODE WORDS
IN MUSIC.
THEY ARE SNEAKY AS HELL AND TRY TO TELL A LIE LIKE OH WE JUST
WANT HER TO NOT BE ADDICTED TO MUSIC WE WILL RUN HER OFF.
THAT IS A DAM LIE THEY WANT TO STEAL WHAT I CREATED.
AND THEY CAN SAY WHAT EVER THEY WANT BUT I GOT FACTUAL PROOF
IN MANY WAYS I CREATED ALL OF THIS.
BUT THIER STRATEGY IS TO PRETEND THEY ARE JUST HELPING GET RID O FME
WHEN THEY ARE STEALING FROM ME. I KNOW THEIR KIND.
IVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE SAY OH LET US HELP YOU MOVE AND THEN I LOOK
AND THEY DISAPPEAR AND COME BACK CAUSE THEY STOLE ME BLIND
I COULD GO ON AND ON . BUT LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME TO SCOPE OUT THIS
KIND OF GARBAGE. THEY DONT FOOL ME
BUT YALL ARE IDIOTS. THEY TELL YOU THEY SAY ONE THING
WHEN THEY KNOW DAM WELL AFTER READING
MY EMAILS FOR YEARS AND YEARS THEY KNOW WHAT THE SONGS MEAN TO ME.
AND THAT YALL ARE IGNORANT TO IT.
. IM AWAKE WHAT DO YALL WANT ? I HAD A MIGRAINE ALL NIGHT AND WHEN I WOKE UP AGAIN. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT YET........................./Talking about RADIO CODETALKER- MUSIC CODES/ READ APRIL 28/29 2007 BLOGS FOR A STORY TOLD IN MUSIC ABOUT GAMES
AND WHO ARE YALL TALKING ABOUT TODAY ? YALL ARE NICE ALL DAY BUT WHO DO YOU LET BOTHER ME IN THE EVENING ? THEY TRY TO GIVE ME HEADACHES. SOMEONE SAID IT WAS THOSE ASSHOLES FROM NEW YORK. WHAT DO THEY DO RUN THE SATELLITES OR DO THEY WORK AT CLEAR CHANNEL OFFICE AND SEND THE SONG LISTS. /? IM SUING MITT ROMNEY ONE OF THESE DAYS IF HE DONT GET THEM ASSHOLES OFF MY BACK. THEY ACT LIKE A BUNCH OF MAFIA DRUG DEALORS AND SOME OF THOSE RICH ASSHOLES THAT LOVE WRESTLING AND WANT TO USE ME FOR TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF. THEY BETTER LEAVE ME ALONE BEFORE I GET SOME PSYCHIC WORDS ABOUT THERE BUSINESS DEALINGS AND PUT THEM IN JAIL...
IM WORKING ON MY VIDEOS ON MY SPACE CHECK THIS OUT SO FAR. IT IS A MESS I THINK I DO HAVE ADD NOT ADHD BUT JUST AN ELEMENT OF ADD . CAUSE I CANT STAY FOCUSED OR ON ONE THING LONG ENOUGHT OT FINISH.
Talking about I'm No Stranger To The Rain by Keith Whitley on Rhapsody
Quote / NO STRANGER TO THE RAIN ON RHAPSODY.... I'm No Stranger To The Rain by Keith Whitley on Rhapsody FINALLY MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO STOP HURTING. I BEEN THINKING AND HOPING THE SOLDIER THAT THE DELTA SOLDIER MAYBE WAS ALREADY DEAD OR DYING WHEN THEY SHOT HIM THE WAY ACCORDING TO THIER WAYS AND THAT WHAT THEY DID WAS WHAT MAYBE THEY DID WAS SEE, THEY MIGHT HAVE SHOT HIM EXECUTION
STYLE ACCORDING TO THIER WAYS AND USED THE OPPORTUNITY
TO CODE TALK. BUT AT LEAST THEY DID SEND THE BODY BACK TO US AND
YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT IT THAT WAY.
IM JUST HOPING SEE THAT THE OTHER TWO SOLDIERS ARE STILL ALIVE
AND I AM COUNTING ON THE FACT THAT EVEN THOUGH WE ARE IN WAR
AND ON OPPOSITE SIDES THAT GOD IS THE MEDIATOR LIKE HE SAID
HE WAS INTERVENING IN THIS. I TRY TO HOPE THAT EVEN AL QUEADA
WITH THIER WAYS THAT ARE OPPOSITE AND DIFFERENT OF OURS THAT
THEY DO HAVE RESPECT FOR GOD IN THEIR OWN WAYS. THEY HAVE
BARBARIC WAYS. AND OPPOSITE PERCEPTIONS
BUT SEE THAT IS WHY I TRY TO SEE ALTERNATE PERCEPTIONS
SO I CAN SEE AT ALL.
SOME PEOPLE DONT BELIEVE IN GOD THE WAY I DO SO THEY DONT
SEE THINGS OR HEAR GOD THE WAY I DO BECAUSE THEY DONT "BELIEVE"
IN GOD THE WAY I DO SO THEY DONT SEE AND HEAR THE WAY I DO CAUSE
YOU GOT TO BELIEVE . IT IS ACCORDING TO YOUR FAITH THAT GOD
MEASURES OUT GIFTS.
I JUST HOPE THEY STILL HAVE RESPECT FOR WHAT GOD WANTS AND
SEES GOD AS THE MEDIATOR. ALL HUMANS IN ALL THE WORLD
WILL FAIL AND MAKE MISTAKES BUT IM TRYING TO KEEP EVERYONES
EYES ON GOD. GOD IS THE ONE THAT SPOKE TO ME AND GAVE ME
THE WORDS. I WAS TRYING TO GET MORE BUT I HAVE TO HEAR
SO MANY VOICES , NO HELL NO, NOT THOSE KIND OF VOICES, IM TALKING
ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHAT I HEAR IN CODES IN THE RADIO OR NEWS
THAT ARE REAL , AND IM NOT EXPLAINING THAT AGAIN. GET A BRAIN AND
A CLUE AND DONT BUG THOSE OF US THAT ALREADY HAVE WHAT YOU PROBABLY
NEVER WILL . IM TALKING ABOUT REAL PEOPLE AND COMMUNICATING
WITH THESE REAL PEOPLE IN MUSIC AND WORDS AND CODES AND WEVE DONE
THIS FOR YEARS. BUT SOME WANT TO BUG ME
AND TO DO THIS FOR YEARS 24 SEVEN IS ENOUGH TO GIVE ANYONE
A DAM HEADACHE.
GET REAL . AND IF YOU CANT GET REAL GET LOST. AND DONT BUG ME.
I GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN ARGUE WITH PEA BRAINS.
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 AND ONE MORE THING. THIS EVOLVED OVER YEARS SO NATURALLY
THAT AS I LOOK BACK ON IT NOW I CLEARLY SEE IT IS BY GRAND DESIGN.
I CAN DOCUMENT IT ALL THE WAY .
I CAN SEE CLEARY NOW / CREEDENCE CLEAR WATER REVIVAL
NO STRANGER TO THE RAIN / KEITH WHITLEY
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DELTA DAWN ? DELTA FORCE IN THE DELTA? Talking about Geography of Iraq - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
LOOKS LIKE CODE TALK TO ME.
Geography of Iraq - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia WAS THE SOLDIER THEY FOUND IN DELTA IN THE EUPHRATES RIVER FOUND AT DAWN ? IF SO , GET A CLUE .
. THE BOTTOM LINE FOR ME IS THIS. THE OPINION OF A HANDFUL OF AIRHEADS LIKE YALL, IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS , REALLY MATTERS NOT TO ME. I COULD CARE LESS WHAT A FOOL THINKS OR RATHER, DONT HAVE THE BRILLIANCE TO COMPREHEND THE ONLY ONE I HAVE TO ANSWER TO IS GOD.
AND DONT THINK HE DONT NOTICE ALL OF YOU WHO
ARE DETERMINED TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE. YOULL
ANSWER FOR THAT. IF YOU WERE NOT JEALOUS
OF ME YOU WOULD NOT WASTE YOUR TIME GIVING YOUR
IDIOT OPINIONS. I DEFEND MYSELF TO SHOW YOU AS THE
FOOLS YOU ARE BUT WHEN I GOT THE WHOLE WORLD
LISTENING AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO THINK
DIFFERENT IT IS HARD FOR ME TO
BALENCE IT ALL OUT AND MAKE SENSE TO EVERYONE.
I GOT MY OWN PERSONALITY AND CHARACTOR
AND I CONSIDER THAT AN ART AS WELL. SO WHY DONT
YALL PEA BRAINS JUST BUTT OUT OF MY LIFE.
AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
. YALL ARE SUCH A BUNCH OF AIR HEADS. YOU DO NOT EVEN HAVE A CLUE. YALL ARE THE ONES THAT ARE CRAZY. JUST IGNORANT AS
HELL.
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW IGNORANT YOU REALLY ARE.
AND YOU DONT HAVE THE BRAINS TO EVEN KNOW WHY
I BLAME YALL STALKERS AND THAT BITCH ON THAT NEWS
YESTERDAY WITH THOSE INCINUATIONS CAUSE SHE IS A
JEALOUS HYPOCRITE, YOU CAN NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND
WHY I BLAME YALL FOR RUINING MY REPUTATION
BY PUTTING ME ON THE DEFENSIVE
I HAVE TO DEFEND MYSELF SO YOU CANT TELL ALL YOUR
LIES ABOUT ME , BUT HAVING TO DO THAT MAKES IT
IN QUESTION. YALL ARE SO DISGUSTING. ONLY A HAND FULL OF YOU JEALOUS
STALKERS AND ASSHOLES RUIN EVERYTHING FOR EVERY ONE.
YALL BETTER LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.
I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY ON THESE BLOGS BUT
I WAS ONLY DEFENDING MY ATTITUDES AND THE WAY IN WHICH I CHOOSE
TO PORTRAY MYSELF. I HAVE REASONS. AND I WONT EVEN BOTHER TO EXPLAIN TAHT
CAUSE YOU CANT HEAR CAUSE Y OU DONT DAM LISTEN.
YOU CANNOT COMPREHEND A BRAIN AS DEEP AND BRIGHT AS MINE
SO WHY SHOULD I CAST MY PEARLS BEFORE SWINE. ?
YOURE JUST DAM IDIOTS.
WHAT EVER WORK GOD GIVES ME TO DO OR WHAT EVER IS BETWEEN ME AND GOD.
I HOPE HE PUNISHES YALL FOR YOUR FOOLISH BEHAVIOR AND HOW
YOU DISCOURAGE ME AND TRIP ME UP .
I DO. I MEAN EVERY WORD OF THAT. AND YOUR IGNORANT MINDS WILL SCOFF LIKE
ALL FOOLS . BUT THAT IS WHY I HAVE GIFTS THAT YOU NEVER WILL.
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