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2006/8/30 well im starting to feel better now and back to myself. I get bad headaches when i worry or get stressed. But this was just a severe pain in my left temple that i get sometimes . It is gone now but its time to go to sleep. I hope the news has something good on tomorrow. I need something to talk about.
Im getting in a better mood and its time to start blogging again.
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2006/8/29 i got a bad headache toay
Just in case everyone wants to know why im not talking. It feels like a butcher knife in my left temple. Ill be back when i feel better. 2006/8/28 im going to sleep now I dont know who to trust anymore so many people in this will tell you so many lies. That is so evil. I want to hear the truth and no lies. If someone says you will get all this money and they dont even know your name that is strange. If you are going to get money for any reason they should and will be able to provide you legal documents first to prove that and then when you have it officially in writing on a document and are able to verify the person and place as legitamate , then you can give them the details of where you live so they can send it to you. An email is not a legal document and a business will know that you dont ask for that without showing proof for why you need it first. If they are professional or a business they will show you something that says it is for real. Im just trying to tell everyone so they wont be taken for a fool. Im not saying everything is a lie that they send you but you ask for proof and if they cannot give you a paper that is official then you dont send them your address. but do what you want to cause I dont give legal advice im just saying what i think. and i think that one should not be fooled cause scammers are getting better and better at what they do. So everyone must excersize caution or else you are foolish .
I dont know what joy anyone gets out of making anyone think they have won anything just to hurt them . that is evil. they will burn in hell for that . with all the murderers and liars and evil doers. Now what if you ever did win and they send you something you will delete it casue you thought it was a lie cause you get told so many lies .
Now im going to bed. Im still watching daniel boone on tv land. I missed some shows but i might buy the videos one of these days.
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.I 2006/8/27 IM WATCHING MYSTERIES OF THE BIBLE
THE LOST YEARS OF JESUS. THOSE WERE THE BOOKS THEY WOULD NOT LET THEM PUT IN THE BIBLE. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND THOSE WONT ACCEPT THE LOST BOOKS OF THE BIBLE . THE APOCRAPHIA AND THE FIRST BOOK OF ESDRAS AND ALL THOSE BANNED BOOKS OF THE BIBLE.
DID YOU KNOW THAT JESUS WAS A BRAT ? YES HE WAS. THEY WONT PUT IN THE BIBLE WHEN HE KNOCKED HIS CHILDHOOOD FREIND OFF THE ROOF AND KILLED HIM OR HE HIT A MAN ON THE STREET AND HE DIED AND HE KILLED BIRDS AND BROUGHT THEM BACK TO LIFE. I WAS NOT THERE I DONT KNOW IF IT WAS TRUE BUT I KNOW ALL THOSE BOOKS THAT SAY THOSE THINGS THEY KEPT THOSE OUT AND ONLY PUT THE GOOD STUFF IN . AND IF I ONLY WROTE WHEN I WAS HAVING "A GOOD DAY" OR IM A GOOD MOOD. PEOPLE MIGHT LIKE ME MORE TOO BUT SEE WE ARE ALL HUMAN AND WE DONT ALWAYS ACT PERFECT AND GODLY. WE ALL HAVE SOME BRATT IN US SO DONT JUDGE ME. JUDGE YOURSELF. . I DONT KNOW WHAT IS TRUE ABOUT JESUS I WAS NOT THERE BUT IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ ONE BOOK YOU SHOULD READ THEM ALL FOR YOURSELF AND NOT JUST READ SELECTED BOOKS OF THE CATHOLICS. THIER PREISTS HAVE SEX WITH ALTER BOYS SO THEY DONT GET ALL MY RESPECT SO WHY SHOULD I ONLY READ WHAT THEY LET ME READ.
I AM GOING TO READ ALL ALL OF THE ANCIENT TEXTS . JESUS WAS GOOD BUT JESUS WAS PART HUMAN. AND THAT IS WHY GOD UNDERSTANDS AND EVEN LOVES BRATTS. . 2006/8/23 edit song link....SOMEWHERE OUT THERE IS SOMEBODY
I HAVE A SPECIAL PRAYER REQUEST FOR SOMEONE GOING IN FOR SURGERY AND THEY HAVE CANCER. I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO PRAY TO GOD FOR THIS WOMAN THAT SHE WILL COME THROUGH JUST FINE AND WILL HAVE A LONG HAPPY LIFE HERE ON EARTH AND AN ETERNAL LIFE WITH GOD WHEN HE DECIDES IT IS HER TIME TO COME HOME. AND THESE SONGS CAN ALSO BE FOR ANYONE OUT THERE HURTING OR NEEDING PRAYER IT WILL BE A PRAYER CIRCLE FOR ALL THOSE IN NEED. SO EVERYONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD PLEASE PRAY . AND THOSE IN THE MUSIC IF YOU SEE A SONG ON HERE THAT I DONT HAVE A VIDEO FOR WILL YOU GET IT LIKE COLLIN RAYE AND YOU HAVE NONE BY JOHN BERRY EITHER AND I LOVE THEM. THEY GOT SONGS I NEED. NOW EVERYONE PRAY . MY PRAYERS ARE IN MY MUSIC. MY ANGEL THORNTON SAYS HE ENCOURAGES IT SO LETS GET ON WITH IT. http://www.cmt.com has these videos
GOD ONLY CRIES / DIAMOND RIO http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/diamond_rio/videos.jhtml
THERES NO SUCH THING AS HOPELESS IF YOU BELIEVE, http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/diamond_rio/videos.jhtml OR BELIEVE / BROOKS AND DUNN http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/brooks_and_dunn/videos.jhtml OR
ONE VOICE / BILLY GILMAN http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/gilman_billy/videos.jhtml or http://www.vh1.com/artists/az/gilman_billy/videos.jhtml
http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/mcentire_reba/videos.jhtml
WHAT HURTS THE MOST / RASCAL FLATTS http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/rascal_flatts/videos.jhtml or http://music.yahoo.com
SKIN / RASCAL FLATTS http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/rascal_flatts/videos.jhtml or http://music.yahoo.com
THE IMPOSSIBLE / JOE NICHOLS ( NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE IMPOSSIBLE ) http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/nichols_joe/videos.jhtml or http://music.yahoo.com Joe Nichols
BLESSED / MARTINA MCBRIDE http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/mcbride_martina/videos.jhtml or http://music.yahoo.com martina mcbride
IF NOBODY BELIEVED IN YOU / JOE NICHOLS (YAHOO MUSIC IF CMT DOESNT WORK) http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/nichols_joe/videos.jhtml
EAGLE WHEN SHE FLYS / dolly parton http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/parton_dolly/videos.jhtml
WASHED IN THE BLOOD / ILL FLY AWAY / ALAN JACKSON REMEMBER WHEN / ALAN JACKSON http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/jackson_alan/videos.jhtml
CONCRETE ANGEL / MARTINA MCBRIDE http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/mcbride_martina/videos.jhtml
SAFE IN THE ARMS OF LOVE / MARTINA MCBRIDE LOVES THE ONLY HOUSE / MARTINA MCBRIDE WILD ANGELS / MARTINA MCBRIDE http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/mcbride_martina/videos.jhtml
TRIP AROUND THE SUN / MARTINA MCBRIDE http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/mcbride_martina/videos.jhtml or http://music.yahoo.com (SEARCH VIDEOS THEN MARTINA MCBRIDE
LOVE REMAINS / COLLIN RAYE
I NEVER CAN FIND A MUSIC VIDEO FOR THIS SONG. I LOVE BUT MAYBE YOU CAN DOWNLOAD THE SONG FROM SOMEWHERE .
AND IF YOUR HUSBAND WAS HERE IM SURE HE WOULD SING THESE SONGS TO YOU
MORE THAN YOULL EVER KNOW / TRAVIS TRITT THE MUSIC VIDEO http://music.yahoo.com search music videos for travis tritt or http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/tritt_travis/videos.jhtml
LOVE ME / COLLIN RAYE WHEREVE YOU BEEN / KATHY MATTEA
GHOST OF A CHANCE / RHONDA VINCENT THE LAST BEST PLACE / RHONDA VINCENT http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/vincent_rhonda/videos.jhtml
LOVE, ME .........................................................................................................................................
CHEROKEE FIDDLE SMOKEY MOUNTAIN RAIN / RONNIE MILSAP
. THORNTON I JUST REALIZED THAT THORNTON the ANGEL who came from the thorns cause that is all that was behind that cabin was thick woods and thorns and vines.
But also JESUS wore a CROWN OF THORNS and THORNS symbolize pain. Like the THORN ON A ROSE. and it takes pain to bring out the beauty in a Rose and it takes rain to make love grow. and a thorn is the symbol for pain and for suffereing and my music i now use to express my pain and my love and my feelings.
THORNTON was the Angel that came to my door to my face and spoke to me cause my beauty is in my pain. and the pain in my heart will someday become the ROSE.
THE ROSE / BETTE MIDLER
TILL A TEAR BECOMES THE ROSE / KEITH WHITLEY AND LORRIE MORGAN
EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THORNS.
.I WONDER IF THORNTON IS STILL MY GUARDIAN ANGEL OR ONE OF THEM ? HE MIGHT BE STILL WITH ME.
.GOD RIFINES ME LIKE GOLD AND I AM CLAY IN THE POTTERS HAND AND MY TEARS WILL SOMEDAY BECOME THE ROSE.
THORNTON IS THE ANGEL IN MY LIFE THAT PUTS MY HINDS FEET ON HIGH PLACES
A BOOK THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME IN 88 AT MY FIRST ABUSE BY THE LEGAL SYSTEM NOT THE LAST TIME AND THE NAME OF THE BOOK WAS...........
HINDS FEET ON HIGH PLACES BY HANNAH HUNARD
........HE MAKES MY FEET LIKE HINDS FEET...........2 SAMUEL 22: 34 BIBLE
AND IN THE BOOK OF HABAKKUK 3: 19 AND PROBABLY OTHER PLACES
THORTON WAS MY ANGEL FROM THE THORNS THAT WILL LEAD ME TO BECOME THE ROSE.
OHHHHHHHHHHHH ISNT THAT SWEET ? AND IM JUST NOW FIGURING THAT OUT.
I WILL BE ALIVE FOR A LONG TIME. TIME IS NOTHING TO GOD. I WONDER WHAT THE REST OF MY LIFE CAN BE LIKE IF I JUST KEEP MY EYES ON GOD AND LET HIM LEAD ME FAST INSTEAD OF BEING LIKE THE ISRAELITES WHEN THEY WANDER THROUGHT THE DESTERT FOR YEARS WHEN THEY DONT HAVE TO.
IM THE WANDERER MYSELF SO I SHOULD KNOW.
. IVE MET AN ANGEL NAMED THORNTON I TOLD THIS STORY BEFORE. Angels can come to you as a person or a mere mortal can be used by GOD as an angel.
I was in the Triangle of N.C. when many miricles happened. When i was at the cabin in the woods on Mount Sinai Road , I always kept the blinds closed and door shut and never ever opened it for strangers cause i had babies there with me. But when they slept for thier naps i would go out to the cool breeze on the high deck that overlooked to thick thick woods and play my guitar and sing. I was all alone. one of those days I had gone out there and i was crying but the radio turned up all by itself and played BRIDGE OVER TROUBLED WATERS by simon and garfunkle and i knew that it was GOD and HIS HOLY SPIRIT that fell all over me and from the top of my head to the bottom of my feel i felt electricity and could not stop crying cause GOD sang those very words to me. Later i could never forget it and asked GOD for a sign. I later decided to go to church and of thousands in that phone book of all the thousands in the raliegh durham chappel hil area i prayed and was led to go to LIVING WATERS PENTECOSTAL CHURCH IN DURAM and the preachers name i believe was larry maybe. We just walked in and i had on a PURPLE VELVET DRESS and there were no seats so i had to sit on the front row and a man walked up as he usually did they say, to play his three songs but he only played one song on this day and he later told us that he was so taken by the power in that song that he was led to only play one song that day but he said he always since he has been going to that chruch played three songs but his old granny grabbed his arm before he went up and asked him to play one song for her. AND THAT ONE SONG WAS MY CONFIRMATION FOR THAT SONG WAS BRIDGE OVER TROUBLED WATERS, IT WAS GODS MESSAGE TO ME THAT IT WAS HIM THAT SANG THAT SONG TO ME AND IT WAS NO COINCIDENCE AND THIS MAN SAID HE HAS NEVER PLAYED THAT SONG IN CHURCH. THOSE LADIES LATER GAVE ME PROPHECY THAT CAME TRUE ABOUT MY LIFE AND IT WAS A PAINFUL TIME OF YEARS THAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH .
ANOTHER DAY WHILE AT THE CABIN I HEARD A KNOCK ON THE DOOR AND I NEVER ANSWER THAT DOOR BUT I JUST OPENED IT AND THERE WAS A MAN THERE THAT SAID , TO ME, ARE YOU THE ONE PLAYING THAT BEAUTIFUL MUSIC AND I SAID YES, WHY DOES IT BOTHER YOU AND HE SAID,
NO , TO THE CONTRARY , IN FACT, I ENCOURAGE IT, AND I SAID TO HIM , WELL WHO ARE YOU ? AND HE POINTED TO THAT DIRECTION BEHIND MY HOUSE AND SAID, MY NAME IS THORNTON AND I COME FROM THAT WAY AND HE WALKED OFF AND
KICKED A CAN. LATER I FOUND OUT AROUND THE TIME I HEARD OVER MY BED TO THE RIGHT OF ME , APOCOLYPSE NOW , TIME IS OF THE ESSENSE , I WAS LOOKING FOR WHAT APOCOLYPSE MEANS IT MEANS REVELATION AND IT IS WHAT ANGELS SAY BEFORE THEY GIVE YOU A WORD.
AND THAT IS THE TIME I REMEMMBERED THORNTON AND HIS NAME MEANS FROM THE THORNS AND THAT IS ALL THAT WAS BEHIND MY WOODS AT THAT CABIN IN THE WOODS AND MY EX AND THE BOYS WENT ALL BACK IN THERE FOR TWO HOURS AND THERE IS ABSOLUTLY NO ROADS AND NO HOMES OR HOUSES BEHIND OUR CABIN IN THOSE WOODS. HE WAS AN ANGEL FROM THE THORNS. THAT IS A FACT.
AND ANOTHER TIME WHEN WE WERE AT THE CABIN LEFT ALONE AS USUAL CAUSE TIM STAYED GONE AND DRUNK AND ON COCAINE AND WE HAD NO CAR OR ANYTHING SO IT HAD BEEN THREE DAYS OR SO LIEK HE HAD LEFT US THERE AND I WAS ABOUT OUT OF FOOD AND HAD NO DIAPERS LEFT AND I NEEDED MORE MILK SO AT MIDNIGHT I HAD TO GO ALL THE WAY TO CHAPEL HILL AND I FOUND OUT LATER THAT THERE IS A SATANIC CHURCH UP THERE IN CHAPEL HILL NEAR UNC COLLEGE WHERE I WENT. BUT I HAD TO TAKE ALL THE FOUR BOYS IN THE TRUCK CAUSE TIM WAS PASSED OUT DRUNK SO I LOADED THEM UP AND I DROVE UP TO THE ONLY BANK TELLER I KNOW OF. IT WAS NEAR UNC IN A MALL AREA.
WELL IT WAS DARK AND EERIE AND NO CARS OR ANYONE WAS AROUND IT WAS DEAD. BUT I HAD TO GO . SO I WAS PRAYING AS I ALWAYS DO ESP WHEN IM SCARED OR WORRIED. I TALK TO GOD. OK SO I PULLED IN AND LOOKED AROUND AND NO ONE WAS IN SIGHT SO I PULLED UP TO THE TELLAR WITH CAUTION AND THE DOORS WAS LOCKED IN THE TRUCK I LOOKED AND I GOT OUT AND WENT TO KEY IN 60 DOLLARS AND IT PROCESSED AND WAS ON THE WAY OUT IN ONE SECOND BUT THAT SPLIT SECOND TO THE RIGHT OF ME IN MY MINDS EYE I HEARD GO GET IN THE TRUCK AND A DREADFUL FEAR CAME OVER ME AND I RAN TO THE TRUCK AND GOT IN AND SHUT THE DOOR AND I SAID, TO MYSELF , WHY DID I DO THAT MY MONEY IS OUT AND I LOOKED AROUND AN NO ONE WAS THERE BUT THEN FROM UP THE ROAD TO THE RIGHT EASED OUT A LONG WHITE CAR THAT PULLED IN BESIDE ME TO THE LEFT AND THERE WERE FOUR MEN WITH DARK SKIN AND NO SHIRTS ON AND THEY JSUT SAT THERE AND I GOT ON MY CB RADIO THAT WAS IN THE TRUCK AND DID NOT KNOW HOW TO USE IT BUT I FAKED IT AND ACTED LIKE I WAS CALLING THE LAW . SO THEY SAT THERE A LONG TIME MAYBE 10 MINUTES BUT I DID NOT GIVE IN OR BE AFRAID CAUSE MY BABIES HAD TO HAVE THAT 60 BUCKS FOR MILK AND DIAPERS AND I DONT THINK WE HAD ANY MORE IN THERE. SO THEN THEY EASED BACK OUT WITH OUT EVEN USING THAT TELLAR AND WHEN THEY WERE OUT OF SIGHT I RAN TO GET MY MONEY AND WENT TO KROGER. BUT IT WAS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL THAT PROTECTED ME AND IT WAS GOD. AND THEY GAVE ME FEAR WHEN I NEEDED IT BUT TOOK THAT FEAR AWAY TO HELP ME AND THEN THEY PUT FEAR IN MY ENEMIES THAT WOULD HAVE RAPED AND KILLED ME BUT THAT DIDNT CROSS MY MIND TILL IT WAS ALL OVER CAUSE I WAS IN A HOLY PLACE AND SAFE IN THE ARMS OF GOD.
SO I HAVE SO MANY THINGS LIKE THIS . I HAVE FASTED FOR 7 DAYS OR 3 DAYS AND ASKED FOR SIGNS I HAVE THOUSANDS OF STORIES LIKE THIS . ONCE I WAS IN THE SUN GETTING A SUNTAN AND IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL AND SUNSHINE DAY AND I NEEDED A SIGN FROM GOD I HAD BEEN FASTING AND THIS WAS RIGHT BEFORE I MOVED TO ALABAMA AND I HAD THOUGHT OF THE FLEECE AS A SIGN BUT I HAD NO CLOTH FOR SUCH A CLUE SO I SAID TO GOD IT IS A HOT SUNNY DAY WITH NO CALL FOR RAIN BUT IF YOU LET IT RAIN I WILL KNOW YOU HEAR ME AND IT POURED DOWN RAIN ON ME LAYING THERE ON MY CHAIR AND I WAS CRYING AND LAUGHING IN THAT SUNSHINE AND RAIN. GOD HEARS.
ONCE I HEARD AND SAW THAT WORD ISHMAEL AND LATER I FOUND OUT GOD HEARS IS WHAT IT MEANS AS I SAT ON THE FLOOR AT MY TRAILOR WINDOW AND SAID , GOD DO YOU HEAR ME AND HE SHOWED ME THAT WORD . ISHMAEL
GOD HEARS.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS LIKE WAVING MY HANDS AT THE TV AND IT GOES OFF. AND I KNOW THAT GOD HEARS ME.
AND IF ANY OF YOU HEAR ME . IM TELLING YOU THAT YOU MAY ENTERTAIN ANGELS UNAWARES FOR I KNOW THAT I HAVE. AND TO THOSE JIHAD THAT HAVE MY FOX NEWS FRIENDS. I AM TELLING YOU TO LET MY PEOPLE GO.
YOU DONT HURT MY FRIENDS. I WANT MY FRIENDS BACK AND YOU BETTER NOT MURDER THEM. THEY ARE GOOD MEN AND THEY DO GOOD TO THOSE PEOPLE OVER THERE . AND THEY ARE HELPING OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF THIER HEARTS AND THEY HAVE NO FEAR CAUSE GOD IS WITH THEM .
AND THEY ARE LIKE WHEN I HAD NO FEAR FOR GOD WAS WITH ME AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TAKE THE LIFE OF THOSE INNOCENT PEOPLE.
. 2006/8/21 what a terrible day im glad i slept through it I just hope i can sleep all night now . It never did storm it was hot out there all day but i did hear it thunder a lot in the background. This was a terrible day. I wish i could sleep for a week until something good happens. Even the news is boring. Im so sick of hearing about that jon benet ramsy case that who the hell cares anymore. we will be so sick of hearing about that weazal by the time they figure it out it will just be a relief so we wont have to hear it anymore. of all the world isnt there other things going on.
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Some one start a war so we can get some action around here.
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I always am happy when there is a storm or rain or lightening in the air. That is what gives me great energy and happy moods and peaceful . The rain is what i love so if that is in the atmosphere It would be strange that it would adversly affect me moods. It never does affect me in a bad way. So i just dont know what is going on.
Maybe if i can remember the rest of my dreams when i take a nap I will feel better maybe my dream troubled me .
Well Ill be back later.
. the valley I hope this is not about me going through another valley. I stay in the valley. I hope it is about a real valley over in the Middle East cause I cannot live through another valley , I woke up immobilized with pain i could not move the trauma is so great and nervous inside and dying it hurt so bad i just had intense unbearable pain and it was like unto that time I felt my spirit leave my body when i was in the false arrest. It kills your bod and soul it is not bareable to me as weak as my heart and mind and soul and body is after years of that abuse. I cant live through anymore pain. i am too weak.
The negative energy is severe . it could be a personal attack of satan as well as an attack in the world it is a very strong feeling.
The valley i knew in my dream must be over there cause i was shown it is a place in the BIBLE. so just be alert to any valley over there or keep your eyes open. I will check the weather cause im affected by energies in the atmosphere as well.
. 2006/8/20 im bored What do you do when you are bored and you do not drink and you do not smoke and you do not do drugs and you do not take medicine and you do not have anything good to eat or anything hardly at all and you cant go anywhere cause you dont have a way but you dont have anywhere to go even if you did and there is nothing good on tv and you are sick and tired of the radio and you are not sleepy and you cant read cause your eyes hurt and there is nothing to do ? What can i get into ? Im even bored of my space. I need to create a new space but im so bored i dont feel like it and i dont know what i would talk about on a new space. and i stay in this mood. Im sick and tired of this boring life man. My days just drag on with no hope or future for any change. This is a day id lilke to " dance in the boat just to rock it." THATS THE KIND OF MOOD IM IN.
Life is too boring for someone like me that has so much potential. I got to do something if it is wrong. I need some exitment. Let me think of what i can do today . I hate this boring day.
SIN WAGON (MATTRESS DANCIN) / DIXIE CHICKS
SOME DAYS YOU GOTTA DANCE/ DIXIE CHICKS
IF I FALL YOURE GOING DOWN WITH ME / DIXIE CHICKS
WIDE OPEN SPACES / DIXIE CHICKS
2006/8/18 EDIT SONG LINK ** honeys Im home. Im home everyone
REAL BAD MOOD / Marie Sisters on MSN music videos And yall know it is not nice to get ME in a real bad mood. I say bad words and cry and get really upset. This whole world will hear about it. And after that i will pout for at least one whole day.
LITTLE MOMENTS / BRAD PAISLEY http://music.yahoo.com search brad paisley in music videos for Littel Moments. ( this is hard, i need a music video place i can put a link to the video on no one want to go to this trouble for a little song
But it is friday and im in a Really Good Mood. I would love to have fun all weekend on my blogs. Im just a wild and crazy kind of girl and I need all my audience to cheer me up . ha
ONLY YOU / TRAVIS TRITT steve martin is a wild and crazy guy like me http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/tritt_travis/videos.jhtml oh i forgot, well ill let it slide this time using cmt. i better not hear them playing any more mean songs if i turn it back on thier show. i mean it.
TONIGHT IM JUST ME / SHE DAISY msn music videos might have this one , ill divide the songs up with the music video people.
but i forgot about vh1 . www.vh1.com and on the way to work guess who played SWEET HOME ALABAMA ROCK 101 SO I BETTER SEE IF THEY GOT MUSIC VIDEOS YET. OH THEY PLAY BOB SEGAR AND STEVIE NICKS AND THE EAGLES AND ALL MY OLD TIME GOOD SONGS. AND CENTERFIELD / DAN FOGERTY I BET THEY PLAY THAT SOMETIMES.
WELL I SHALL HAVE ANOTHER TACO SUPREME AND ILL SPREAD THIS OUT ALL EVENING ILL HAVE ONE NOW AND ONE MORE LATER AND SAVE MY QUESADEA FOR MY MIDNIGHT SNACK.
. *** DRUNKER THAN ME / trent tomlinson http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/trent_tomlinson/videos.jhtml That will be me in that video ah ha.
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**EDIT ...i dont feel like cleaning up today i tell you that I just want to go back to bed. I was up too late and i did not sleep good and i fell asleep with the tv on and i used to sleep with sound but now i dont want to ever sleep with sound . Im trying to hear my deeper special dreams now.
but you can listen to music** NO WORDS JUST MUSIC SOME MUSIC and doze off and see pictures like a move from the sounds of the music. that is wild. it is fun. to see what the music says.
you can turn your radio to an am station and get stuff when you doze off. but if you want to hear special things when you sleep you dont sleep with tv on or other things that disrupt what you are hearing.
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YES KOPHEN IS THE ANCIENT NAME FOR THE THE RIVER KABUL. I SEARCHED FOR KOPHEN JEWS AND KOPHEN ISRAEL TO FIND THE RELATION BETWEEN THE KABUL RIVER IN AFGANASTAN AND HOW THAT RELATES TO THE JEWS AND ISRAEL AND I STILL HAVE NO IDEA BUT I FOUND THAT KOPHEN IS THE ANCIENT WORD FOR THE RIVER KABUL SO THIS IS MY WORD CAUSE I GET ANCIENT WORDS THAT MEAN A PLACE IM LOOKING FOR TODAY AND THAT IS HOW I KNOW IT IS THE RIGHT WORD.
THE PLACE I FOUND THIS ANSWER WAS ON THIS SITE
GENERAL NOTES ON MARITIME ON COMMERCE AND SHIPPING IN THE EARLY CENTURIES
AND SOME OF THESE PEOPLE STILL GO BY THE OLD WAYS AND OLD MAPS AND OLD WORDS YOU SEE THAT IS WHY WE DONT UNDERSTAND THEM. AND WE MUST THINK LIKE THEM IF WE WANT TO FIND THEM AND KNOW HOW THEY THINK AND ACT.
SO IT IS GOOD READING ANYWAY. I HAD TO HIGHLIGHT THE WORD KOPHEN TO FIND IT AND IT IS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE.
I DONT KNOW WHAT THIS PAGE IS ABOUT I WAS JUST LOOKING TO SEE WHAT THAT WORD MEANS AND I STILL REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT THE WORD MEANS , KOPHEN BUT I DO KNOW ITS AN ANCIENT WORD FOR THE UPPER RIVER OF KABUL
BUT SO FAR I STILL DONT KNOW WHY IM IN THIS AREA REALLY.
BUT YOU KNOW SOME SIT AND DO CROSSWORD PUZZLES ALL DAY AND SOME WATCH GAME SHOWS AND SOAP OPRAS AND THIS IS MY THING. THIS MY BRAIN GAMES THAT TRAIN MY BRAIN AND THE MORE I DO IT THE BETTER I GET AT IT.
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. 2006/8/17 ARE WE FIGHTING IN AFGANASTAN ? DID I HEAR SOMEONE SAY WE WERE ? WELL IF I DONT FIND ANY RELATION TO MY FOX NEWS PEOPLE FROM THERE AND WOULD THAT MAKE ANY SENSE ? WAY OVER THERE FROM GAZA ANYWAY? HOW FAR IS GAZA FROM AFGANASTAN THEY WOULDNT COME WAY OVER THERE TO GET THEM WOULD THEY ?
IF NOT MAYBE I SHOULD FOCUS ON THE WAR IF WE ARE FIGHTING OVER THRE WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING IN AFGANASTAN ? I THOUGHT WE WERE IN IRAQ ?
GO FIND OSAMA THEN MAYBE THAT IS WHERE HE IS.
OR WHAT WORD MEANS STOVE ILL LOOK UP THAT CLUE I COULD GO ALL NIGHT WITH THIS
BUT IF I EVER GET ON A ROLL AND LOOK FOR SOMETHNG IT IS FUN THE WAY I CAN SEARCH AND FIND HIDDEN THINGS WITH MY WORDS. IM SMART AT THIS.
 THAT WONT MAKE SENSE CAUSE IN THE TRIBES ABOUT ISRAEL KOPHEN SEEMS TO BE RELATED TO THE JEWS. BUT IF IT IS KABUL IT IS RELATED TO AFGANASTAN . WHAT SENSE DOES THAT MAKE ? I JUST GOT TO READ BOTH OF THESE. I CANT UNDERSTAND ALL THAT ON THE BRITAM PAGE ABOUT HOW KOPHEN RELATES TO JEWS AS WELL AS AFGANASTAN. I NEED A HELPER.
I SHOULD BE IN AN OFFICE WITH PEOPLE TO WORK FOR ME IF IM GONNA DO THIS BRAINWORK IT IS HARD ON YOUR HEAD. I ALREADY GOT A HEADACHE AND NO READING GLASSES I CANT READ ALL THIS STUFF.
BUT NO ONE BUT ME CAN FIGURE IT OUT . ILL FIND OUT WHERE THIS IS AND WHO IS THERE AND WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.
FROM WHAT I READ ABOUT MY FOX PEOPLE THOUGHT THEY SAY THAT IS JUST LOCAL ASSHOLES THAT DO THAT TO GET A REWARD OF SOMEKIND SO I DONT KNOW. THIS MAY NOT BE RELATE
BUT HEY GIVE ME AN A FOR EFFORT HOW ABOUT IT ?
AT LEAST IM TRYING TO HELP. NOTHING IS WRONG WITH THAT .
    IM NOT SURE WHAT KOPHEN HAS TO DO WITH KABUL BUT IT APPEARS THAT IS THE ANCIENT NAME AND I ALWAYS GET ANCIENT WORDS CASUE IF I JUST GOT KABUL I WOULD THINK I JUST HEARD IT ON TV. SO THAT IS MY CONFIRMATION.
NOW I BELIEVE MAYBE SOMEONE FROM THIS AREA OR SOME GROUP MAY HAVE BEEN BEHIND THOSE KIDNAPINGS BUT IM NOT SURE BUT I WAS TURNING DOWN THE TV AND I WAS GOING TO
CONCENTRATE TO FIND MY FOX NEWS PEOPLE I WAS GETTING QUIET BUT BEFORE I COULD REALLY FOCUS ON THAT THE WORD JUST COME TO ME SO NOW IM CONFUSED
IM NOT SURE IF I WAS GOING TO BE TALKED TO OR TOLD ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE OR IF IT WAS JUST THERE WAITING FOR ME. ILL HAVE TO LOOK AND SSEE WHAT KIND OF GROUPS OR LEADERS OR GUNNMEN OR THINGS LIKE THAT COULD BE FROM THAT AREA. MAYBE THEY DID OR DID NOT DO IT BUT THEY COULD BE CONNECTED TO THE ONES THAT TOOK THEM
THEN AGAIN LIKE I SAID I HAD NOT STARTED FOCUSING ON THAT YET BUT I DID GO AHEAD TO CONCENTRATE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO FORGET IT SO I JUST STOPPED AND LOOKED.
I CANT SAY BUT I HAVE A HINT OF ANOTHER WORD BUT IT MAKES NO SENSE AND I WILL JUST LOOK THAT UP FIRST CAUSE OK IT WAS LIKE SOMETHING ABOUT A STOVE OR SOMETHING SO I MIGHT JUST THROW THAT WORD AWAY
BUT I AM SURE OF MY WORD KOPHEN IT WAS CLEAR AS DAY I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT. AND I BELIEVE THAT IS WHERE IT IS CAUSE IT FEELS RIGHT BUT WHAT I AM NOT SURE OF IS IF THE WORD CAME TO ME FOR SOME OTHER REASON AS I STARTED TO REST MY MIND TO TELL ME SOMETHING AND I SHIFTED MY FOCUS TO CONCENTRATE ON THIS.
THATS JUST THE WAY IT IS AND IM MOVING ROOM TO ROOM AND I NEED TO GET SLEEPY AND GET MORE WORDS.
THERE IS SOMETHING IN THAT AREA I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LETS JUST PUT IT THAT WAY. IM NOT POSITIVE ABOUT ANYTHING . I NEVER SAID I WAS PERFECT AT THIS YET. I SAID
YET.
. THATS IT KABUL IS IN AFGANASTAN AND KOPHEN MUST BE THE OLD TOWN OR SOEMTHING. YALL READ THAT SCROLL THING PAGE I SENT CASUE I DONT KNOW WHAT ALL THAT MEANS BUT YALL DO YALL CAN FIGURE THAT OUT IT IS YOUR TOWNS AND TALK I DONT KNOW ABOUT IT BUT IT SAID KOPHEN (KABUL) IN MY SEARCH FOR KOPHEN " MY WORD" AND SO I JUST LOOKED UP KABUL AND IT IS OVER THERE NEAR AFGANASTAN AND THIS TELLS ME IT ISS WHAT IM LOOKING FOR NOW LET US SEARCH THIS AREA. I WILL BE BACK LET ME FINISH MY READING TILL I GET SLEEPY THEN ILL GET THE "GOOD STUFF"
THE GOOD STUFF / KENNY CHESNEY ( I JUST CANT STOP USING MY MUSIC CAN I ? )
THAT SONG JUST MATCHES WHAT I SAID IT DONT HAVE ANY SECRET MEANINGS. SOMETIMES I JUST PUT DOWN WHAT SONG POPS IN MY HEAD )
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................................................................................................................. IT COULD BE KOPHEN (KABUL) THE REGION OF THE KOPHEN AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS EITHER YET OR IF THAT IS FACT OR FICITION FOR ANY PLACE AND KOPHEN OR KOVEN IT COULD BE A NAME I DONT KNOW YET. THE KOPHEN IS THE TRIBES CHAPTER SEVEN
KOVIN IS A PLACE IN LIKE HUNGARY OR SOMEWHERE.
I MIGHT FIGURE THIS OUT IF I DONT GET TOO SLEEPY OR IF I DONT ILL DITCH IT AND START OVER .
I MUCH RATHER BE SLEEPY ANYWAY.
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